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		<title>The Holy Ghost&#8217;s Whisperings Will Guide During Troubled Times</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 05 Jan 2021 22:10:43 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[I was recently reminded of this miracle where I heard and felt the Holy Ghost&#8217;s whisperings that I recorded in a journal entry.  During the pandemic, I&#8217;ve especially continued to look for the hand of God in my life.  This experience I recorded captures some of the angst, stress, and fear I felt during that [&#8230;]]]></description>
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<div dir="auto">I was recently reminded of this miracle where I heard and felt the Holy Ghost&#8217;s whisperings that I recorded in a journal entry.  During the pandemic, I&#8217;ve especially continued to look for the hand of God in my life.  This experience I recorded captures some of the angst, stress, and fear I felt during that particular &#8220;crisis.&#8221; I was amazed at the peace that came when I&#8217;d usually fly off the handle.</div>
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<div dir="auto">By following the prophet&#8217;s admonition to &#8220;refine our ability to recognize the whisperings of the Holy Ghost,&#8221; we can be guided through turbulent and uncertain times, as easily as I was guided to find my lost dog Stig.</div>
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<h3>Know How the Spirit Speaks to You</h3>
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<p id="p28" data-aid="143140886">It has never been more imperative to know how the Spirit speaks to you than right now. In the Godhead, the Holy Ghost is the messenger. He will bring thoughts to your mind which the Father and Son want you to receive. He is the Comforter. He will bring a feeling of peace to your heart. He testifies of truth and will confirm what is true as you hear and read the word of the Lord.</p>
<p id="p29" data-aid="143140887">I renew my plea for you to do <em>whatever</em> it takes to increase your spiritual capacity to receive personal revelation.</p>
<p id="p30" data-aid="143140888"><a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2020/04/45nelson?lang=eng">Doing so will help you know how to move ahead with your life, what to do during times of crisis, and how to discern and avoid the temptations and the deceptions of the adversary.</a></p>
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<h3>From a journal entry:</h3>
<div dir="auto">Just had to share my doggie miracle. I can&#8217;t believe how peacefully this &#8220;crisis&#8221; was resolved because I listened to the Holy Ghost&#8217;s whisperings.</div>
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<div dir="auto">I open all the doors and windows for tradewind flow, including the garage door. We put a bin lid across the doorway to discourage Stig&#8217;s exit. Stig does not like opposition, so the simplest deterrent keeps him housebound.</div>
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<div dir="auto">I&#8217;ve been working all morning under headphones, concentrating. When Stig&#8217;s hot, he moves around the house, sometimes going to his bed in the bedroom. So, I didn&#8217;t really think anything about him leaving the couch almost two hours ago.</div>
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<h3>The Holy Ghost&#8217;s Whisperings</h3>
<div dir="auto">All of a sudden, I felt like I needed a drink. So, I got up and got a drink and a clementine. (not necessarily important details hahaha). I felt a need to check on Stig. As I walked to the bedroom, I noticed the lid was knocked over. So, I quickly checked the bedroom. Stig wasn&#8217;t there or anywhere else in the house.</div>
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<div dir="auto">Instead of just running out, I followed the prompting to arm myself with specific liver treats and to grab his leash (the leash seems obvious, but, well, it wasn&#8217;t my first thought.)</div>
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<div dir="auto">I felt pretty overwhelmed because he&#8217;d potentially gotten an hour headstart on me. This dog loves to explore and there are infinitely easily accessible options&#8211;including a 6-lane highway, a golf course with forested brush a few steps away from our garage door, and, of course, piles of condos and homes around us. He has a microchip, but wasn&#8217;t wearing a collar. I&#8217;d hoped he was just sitting on the driveway, tanning his polka dots. Nope.</div>
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<div dir="auto">Of course, I prayed. I knew it would be impossible to find Stig without heavenly help. I felt led to walk in a particular direction, so I went that way calling Stig&#8217;s name. I eventually called Anthony (he is a very vested dog parent) and was searching while talking to him when I felt a little nose nudge my leg from behind.</div>
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<div dir="auto">I turned around and there was my little creature looking all proud of himself and very mischievous. Since he came up from behind, I don&#8217;t even know where he came from. I leaned over to put the leash on and he hauled off, continuing his adventure. I hung up with Anthony and calmly followed him into someone&#8217;s doorway.</div>
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<div dir="auto">I offered the liver treats, which he doesn&#8217;t get very often and apparently LOVES so much that he traded in adventuring for chomping. And then, we walked home.</div>
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<div dir="auto">I&#8217;m just so grateful and happy about the positive resolution. I&#8217;m grateful for miracles and answered prayers and a lost doggie who found me with a little doggie kiss.</div>
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<div class="saboxplugin-wrap" itemtype="http://schema.org/Person" itemscope itemprop="author"><div class="saboxplugin-tab"><div class="saboxplugin-gravatar"><img alt='Delisa Hargrove' src='https://secure.gravatar.com/avatar/80bde5e5671d5135556e2e80d7028664237df477281415f55cb5fa09e950f15b?s=100&#038;d=mm&#038;r=g' srcset='https://secure.gravatar.com/avatar/80bde5e5671d5135556e2e80d7028664237df477281415f55cb5fa09e950f15b?s=200&#038;d=mm&#038;r=g 2x' class='avatar avatar-100 photo' height='100' width='100' itemprop="image"/></div><div class="saboxplugin-authorname"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/author/delisa" class="vcard author" rel="author"><span class="fn">Delisa Hargrove</span></a></div><div class="saboxplugin-desc"><div itemprop="description"><p>I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I have moved 64 times and have not tired of experiencing this beautiful earth! I love the people, languages, histories/anthropologies, &amp; especially religious cultures of the world. My life long passion is the study &amp; searching out of religious symbolism, specifically related to ancient &amp; modern temples. My husband Anthony and I love our bulldog Stig, adventures, traveling, movies, motorcycling, and time with friends and family.</p>
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		<title>Fear</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 03 Jan 2021 04:39:05 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[My Fear Bucket List For various reasons, I knew some fears festered in my psyche so I created a Fear Bucket List and set out to conquer my fears. I jumped off cliffs, swam with sharks, tried scary-looking foods, did a hike I didn&#8217;t think I could do, kept my nerve as I fought through [&#8230;]]]></description>
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<p>For various reasons, I knew some fears festered in my psyche so I created a Fear Bucket List and set out to conquer my fears.</p>
<p>I jumped off cliffs, swam with sharks, tried scary-looking foods, did a hike I didn&#8217;t think I could do, kept my nerve as I fought through a riptide (I didn&#8217;t do that purposely, but it had been a fear), and various other typical fear things. I came to a point a couple of years ago where I couldn&#8217;t think of anything else to do.</p>
<p>Had I really conquered all of my fears?</p>
<p>I sat the checked-off Fear Bucket List on a mental shelf and went on with my life.</p>
<h3>Short List of Mutual Interests</h3>
<p>In one of our marriage chats, Anthony and I made a very short list of mutual interests. The ways we relax are totally different. What we need to fill our souls is totally different. So instead of dwelling on how we&#8217;d evolved over the years to have nothing in common, we identified and celebrated the things we do have in common.</p>
<p>Riding motorcycles together is one item on that list. Before moving to Hawai&#8217;i, we always had a bike we rode together. For many years I had my own bike.  We loved our motorcycling adventures.</p>
<p>I had a lingering medical issue where I&#8217;d black out and experienced that while riding my motorcycle to work through an intersection.  Totally freaked me out. I didn&#8217;t ride by myself for a while.  Someone approached us to buy my bike when we were moving, and we sold it.</p>
<h3>Impact at Applecross</h3>
<p>One of Anthony&#8217;s dreams was riding Applecross in the Highlands of Scotland. Having served my mission in Scotland, I&#8217;m always willing to return. So in 2009 we booked our trip, planned a stay on Skye where we rented two motorcycles from an amazing chap, and from there set out on our Applecross adventure.</p>
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<p>I&#8217;ve written about that experience several times.  For the point I&#8217;m making here, suffice it to say that I crashed dramatically in front of Anthony on a switchback on Applecross.  He thought I was dead and going over the side of the cliff, so did I. Conveniently, I lived.</p>
<p>We&#8217;d had a scooter store, so still had a favorite nimble red scooter we took with us to Hawai&#8217;i.  I&#8217;d go visiting teaching on it with my companion who also had a scooter.  We thought we were so cool.  At the time, we lived in Punalu&#8217;u on the North Shore of O&#8217;ahu which has basically one road to ride on.</p>
<p>While riding my scooter on Kamehameha Highway, I&#8217;d flashback to the crash. I felt fear grip my chest and look for escape routes. Well, there weren&#8217;t any escape routes aside from plunging into oncoming traffic or the beach or ocean. I stifled my fears and ultimately felt I&#8217;d overcome them.</p>
<p>We sold the scooter and Anthony&#8217;s motorcycle when we moved from Hawai&#8217;i to Salt Lake City, Utah. He soon felt the need for his cycle therapy and bought another bike in Utah. I said I&#8217;d rather spend the money elsewhere so we didn&#8217;t buy me a bike.</p>
<p>During this time in Salt Lake City, I climbed the suspended-in-space ladder and created my Fear Bucket List. After moving back to Hawai&#8217;i, I felt like I&#8217;d checked everything off the list.</p>
<h3>Adding to the Fear Bucket List</h3>
<p>Then we landed in Lubbock, Texas, with the small list of things we like to do together.  Anthony actively searched for a motorcycle for me to drive or one to ride with him.  He kept asking if it was something I wanted. I knew we both loved it and said, yes, but didn&#8217;t feel drawn to rush out and buy anything.  Plus, I&#8217;m often freezing and riding in the cold does not interest me. That&#8217;s one thing I kept repeating.</p>
<p>Anthony went to look at bikes.  He took me back to test ride a big bike with the cushiest passenger seat I&#8217;d ever experienced.  But it wasn&#8217;t the right bike for us.</p>
<p>Anthony found a Harley Davidson Sportster in excellent condition with low miles and scheduled a time to see it. Since it would be my bike, he asked if I could go with him. I told him I would but I would not test drive the bike with an audience. I trusted his opinion on its rideability.</p>
<p>Wow, what an awesome bike! He said it rode well. I sat on it to make sure the stance worked for me. It did. And we drove away.</p>
<p>At home, he asked about my reticence.  It confused him. We talked about Applecross and how I hadn&#8217;t really operated a motorcycle since then. I realized I felt some trepidation at the prospect of riding by myself again.</p>
<p>On Monday, he messaged me to see if I wanted the bike. It was still available.</p>
<p>That evening, we bought the bike. I didn&#8217;t get out of the truck. (It was cold!) Anthony had cold-weather gear and rode the bike home in 30-degree temperatures. He was giddy pulling into the garage.  It rode well and was nimble.  He said it handled better than my Honda did.</p>
<h3>Back on the Horse(power)</h3>
<p>The next afternoon was a respite from the freezing temperatures.  When he got home from work, I was ready to ride the bike.</p>
<p>We have a really long driveway from the back of the house to the street. I felt comfortable testing out my skills on the driveway and then progressing when ready.</p>
<p>I excitedly got on the bike.  I felt its power rumbling beneath me and I suddenly skidded across the Applecross asphalt again.  The force of feeling took my breath away.  I didn&#8217;t turn off the bike, but I just sat there for a moment. I told Anthony what I was experiencing.</p>
<p>He&#8217;s so compassionate and patient. &#8220;When you&#8217;re ready&#8221; was all he said.</p>
<p>&#8220;This isn&#8217;t Applecross,&#8221; I told myself.  I saw myself climbing down that ladder and climbing out of shark-infested waters.  I could do this! I let out the clutch and began to move. <a href="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2021/01/135454183_4898105940261439_7911222918168185151_n-e1609646737652.jpg"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" class="alignright wp-image-48500 size-medium" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2021/01/135454183_4898105940261439_7911222918168185151_n-300x169.jpg" alt="fear bucket list" width="300" height="169" /></a></p>
<p>I thought I&#8217;d be able to quickly overcome the fear once I got on the bike, but actually, I worked up gradually to the road.  When I hit the asphalt and felt the acceleration and the wind hitting my face and hair again, I shouted out loud for joy, remembering all the awesome years of riding!</p>
<p>I felt so free.</p>
<p>I still felt flashbacks;  the Applecross experience seriously traumatized me. But I didn&#8217;t consciously realize how that one experience bound me until I faced operating a motorcycle again. And when I made the conscious decision to shake off what bound me, I immediately felt free.</p>
<p>This is what each new year, each new day offers us.  We have an opportunity to face triggers and fears, even when we don&#8217;t recognize them as such, and find a freeing fresh wind against our faces. We can be free from the things that bind us if we use those opportunities as opportunities.</p>
<p>Good luck in conquering anything that binds you.</p>
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		<title>All Things Are Given Them Which Are Expedient</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 27 Dec 2020 09:00:19 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Sudden honking overhead stopped me in my tracks as I scanned the sky to find the geese nearby.  I turned and watched them fly by in cohesive motion, squawking amongst themselves as they headed to their evening resting place. Back at home, I watched a squirrel in the backyard gathering treasures. It ran up a [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Sudden honking overhead stopped me in my tracks as I scanned the sky to find the geese nearby.  I turned and watched them fly by in cohesive motion, squawking amongst themselves as they headed to their evening resting place.</p>
<p>Back at home, I watched a squirrel in the backyard gathering treasures. It ran up a tree with a mouthful and disappeared from view.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m fascinated by how creatures follow their inborn instinct.  How do the Canadian geese know to fly thousands of miles to Lubbock, Texas? How do squirrels know to hoard their treasures for winter?</p>
<p>Do we have inborn instincts?  What do those instincts lead us to do?</p>
<blockquote><p>Wherefore, men are <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">free</span> according to the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">flesh</span>; and <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/2-ne/2.27?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p27"><span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">all</span> things are <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">given</span> them which are expedient unto man</a>. And they are free to <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">choose</span> <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">liberty</span> and eternal <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">life</span>, through the great Mediator of all men, or to choose captivity and death, according to the captivity and power of the devil; for he seeketh that all men might be <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">miserable</span> like unto himself.</p></blockquote>
<div id="attachment_48449" style="width: 310px" class="wp-caption alignright"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/chosen-s01e00.png"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48449" class="size-medium wp-image-48449" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/chosen-s01e00-300x137.png" alt="The Chosen The Shepherd" width="300" height="137" /></a><p id="caption-attachment-48449" class="wp-caption-text">from The Chosen&#8217;s <em>The Shepherd</em></p></div>
<h2><em>The Shepherd</em></h2>
<p>My favorite scene of this Christmas season was from <em>The Chosen</em>&#8216;s short nativity film <em>The Shepherd</em>.</p>
<p>The backstory: A lame shepherd took a spotless lamb to Bethlehem, but along the way, and unbeknownst to the shepherd, the lamb was injured. The Pharisee who purchased unblemished lambs derided the shepherd and basically tossed him out of town, threatening to ban the shepherds&#8217; future sales. Annoyed and frustrated, his fellow shepherds leave him to wend his way back alone.</p>
<p>During his time in town are moments where the shepherd seeks to learn more about the Messiah.  He asks the Pharisee who mocks his desire to learn and refuses to talk about the Messiah.  He hears someone reading the Torah and steps inside to hear but is quickly asked to leave.</p>
<p>Soon after he returns to the flock, the angel appears with the glorious news of the Christchild&#8217;s birth.  Joy spreads across the shepherd&#8217;s face and he begins running as fast as he can with his crutch. Clearly, his only and pure intent is to reach the Messiah.</p>
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<p>The scene switches to Mary who labors to deliver her Son. When we see the shepherd again, his strength visibly increases. He drops the now unneeded crutch as he joyfully runs unimpeded to the manger.</p>
<div id="attachment_48451" style="width: 219px" class="wp-caption aligncenter"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/The-Shepherd-runs.png"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48451" class="wp-image-48451 size-medium" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/The-Shepherd-runs-209x300.png" alt="All Things Are Given Them Which Are Expedient" width="209" height="300" /></a><p id="caption-attachment-48451" class="wp-caption-text">from <em>The Shepherd</em></p></div>
<h3>All Things Are Given Them Which Are Expedient</h3>
<p>What am I doing with &#8220;<span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">all</span> things are <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">given</span> them which are expedient?&#8221; Am I running, despite physical limitations and without distractions, to the Messiah&#8217;s presence? Does finding at-one-ment with Him fill my soul with joy?</p>
<p>All things are given them which are expedient.  That means that in my circumstances and situation, with my limitations and weakness, regardless of my past, present, or apparent future, I can &#8220;choose <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">liberty</span> and eternal <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">life</span>, through the great Mediator of all men,&#8221; and through Him, I can find it.</p>
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		<title>Light and a Heavenly Host Praising God</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Dec 2020 06:08:13 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Can you see the sky filled with &#8220;the angel [and] a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men?&#8221; I imagine glorious light piercing the night sky as Heaven touched Earth. I wonder if I had walked outside of my house or [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: right">Can you see the sky filled with &#8220;the angel [and] a <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/nt/luke/2.15?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p15">multitude of the heavenly host praising God</a>, and saying, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">Glory</span> to God in the highest, and on earth <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">peace</span>, good will toward men?&#8221;</p>
<p>I imagine glorious light piercing the night sky as Heaven touched Earth.</p>
<p>I wonder if I had walked outside of my house or inn and looked up at the sky that night in Bethlehem if I could have seen the same glorious scene. Would I have heard the host praising God? I wonder if the angel&#8217;s heralding song was available to everyone that night who was — available.</p>
<p>Remember the disciples on the road to Emmaus who walked with the Savior without discerning Him? Think of Elisha&#8217;s servant who trembled at the sight of the Syrian army until Elisha prayed for the servant&#8217;s eyes to be open.  With open eyes, like Elisha, he saw chariots of fire round about Elisha!</p>
<p>The Savior told modern-day disciples</p>
<blockquote>
<p id="p7" class="verse active-item" data-aid="128367729"><a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/nt/luke/2.15?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p15">I am in your <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">midst</span> and ye cannot <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">see</span> me</a>; But the day soon cometh that ye shall <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">see</span> me, and know that I am; for the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">veil</span> of darkness shall soon be rent, and he that is not <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">purified</span> shall not <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">abide</span> the day.</p>
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<h3 data-aid="128367729">Light Bursting Onto the Scene</h3>
<p data-aid="128367729">As I gathered my thoughts to write this post, a package arrived.  I excitedly opened artwork I bought for myself.</p>
<div id="attachment_48412" style="width: 525px" class="wp-caption aligncenter"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Sacred-Grove-by-Brent-Borup.png"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48412" class="wp-image-48412 size-full" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Sacred-Grove-by-Brent-Borup.png" alt="Sacred Grove" width="515" height="412" srcset="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Sacred-Grove-by-Brent-Borup.png 515w, https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Sacred-Grove-by-Brent-Borup-480x384.png 480w" sizes="auto, (min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) 515px, 100vw" /></a><p id="caption-attachment-48412" class="wp-caption-text">&#8220;Sacred Grove&#8221; by Brent Borup</p></div>
<p>Brent Borup&#8217;s image &#8220;Sacred Grove&#8221; captivated me the moment I saw it!  I love the light bursting onto the scene.</p>
<p>I love the nondescript kneeling person.  The person is Joseph Smith. The person is me. The person is you.</p>
<p>Deity rends a veil of darkness.  Heaven touches Earth. I often imagine the heavens erupting with a multitude of heavenly hosts shouting Hosanna at restoration!</p>
<blockquote>
<p id="p1" class="verse" data-aid="128393913"><span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">In</span> the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">beginning</span> was the Word, and the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">Word</span> was with God, and the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">Word</span> was <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">God</span>.</p>
<p id="p4" class="verse" data-aid="128393916">In him was <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">life</span>; and the life was the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">light</span> of men.</p>
<p id="p5" class="verse" data-aid="128393917">And <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/nt/john/1.1,4,5?lang=eng">the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">light</span> shineth in <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">darkness</span>; and the darkness <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">comprehended</span> it not</a>.</p>
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<h3>Heavenly Host Praising God when Light Rends the Veil of Darkness</h3>
<p>Standing in front of a lifesize version of <em>The First Visions</em> by Anthony Sweat took my breath away. There were the four &#8220;familiar characters&#8221; of the First Vision.  And there— there were the heavenly hosts!  The angels Joseph testified he saw. I loved it. And I could hear their anthems of worship fill the veiled corners of my mind.</p>
<div id="attachment_48413" style="width: 410px" class="wp-caption aligncenter"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/The-First-Vision-by-Anthony-Sweat-e1608333379436.jpg"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48413" class="wp-image-48413 size-full" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/The-First-Vision-by-Anthony-Sweat-e1608333379436.jpg" alt="host praising God" width="400" height="225" /></a><p id="caption-attachment-48413" class="wp-caption-text">&#8220;The First Visions&#8221; by Anthony Sweat</p></div>
<p>If I had wandered through the Sacred Grove on that sacred morning, would I have seen the heavens open?  Would I have seen the light?</p>
<h3>The Lord&#8217;s People Receive Revelation</h3>
<p>&#8220;<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/1971/04/the-lords-people-receive-revelation?lang=eng">In the Lord&#8217;s People Receive Revelation</a>,&#8221; Elder Bruce R. McConkie declared that I could, and I should.</p>
<blockquote>
<p id="p5" class="verse" data-aid="128393917">We can read about visions and revelations in the records of the past, we can study the inspired writings of people who had the fullness of the gospel in their day, but we cannot comprehend what is involved until we see and hear and experience for ourselves.</p>
<p id="p7" data-aid="28717312">This Tabernacle is full of scenes from Vietnam and Washington. There is even a picture of men walking on the surface of the moon. But we are not seeing these things. The minute, however, in which we tune a radio to the proper wave band and tune a television receiving set on the proper channel, we begin to hear and see and experience what otherwise remains completely unknown to us.</p>
<p id="p8" data-aid="28717313">And so it is with the revelations and visions of eternity. They are around us all the time. This Tabernacle is full of the same things which are recorded in the scriptures and much more. The vision of the degrees of glory is being broadcast before us, but we do not hear or see or experience because we have not tuned our souls to the wave band on which the Holy Ghost is broadcasting.</p>
<h4 data-aid="28717314">The Holy Ghost is a Revelator</h4>
<p id="p9" data-aid="28717314">Joseph Smith said: “The Holy Ghost is a revelator.” And, “No man can receive the Holy Ghost without receiving revelations.”</p>
<p id="p10" data-aid="28717315">Moroni said: “… by the power of the Holy Ghost ye may know the truth of all things.”</p>
<p data-aid="28717315">The Comforter knoweth all things; he is commissioned to bear witness of the Father and the Son, to reveal, to teach, and to testify—and he is broadcasting all the truths of salvation, and all the knowledge and wisdom of God, out into all immensity all of the time.</p>
<p id="p12" data-aid="28717317">How this is done we do not know. We cannot comprehend God or the laws by which he governs the universe. But that it does happen we know because here in the valley below, when we attune our souls to the Infinite, we hear and see and experience the things of God. &#8230;</p>
<p data-aid="28717317">It is the privilege and the right of every member of the Church to receive revelation and to enjoy the gifts of the Spirit. When we are confirmed members of the Church, we receive the gift of the Holy Ghost, which is the right to the constant companionship of that member of the Godhead, based on faithfulness. The actual enjoyment of this gift depends upon personal worthiness. “God shall give unto you knowledge by his Holy Spirit,” the revelation says to the Saints, “yea, by the unspeakable gift of the Holy Ghost. …” (<a class="scripture-ref" href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/121.26?lang=eng#p26">D&amp;C 121:26</a>.)</p>
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<h3 data-aid="135927953">Revelation for Our Personal Lives</h3>
<p data-aid="135927953">&#8220;<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2018/04/revelation-for-the-church-revelation-for-our-lives?lang=eng">In Revelation for the Church, Revelation for Our Personal Lives</a>,&#8221; President Russell M. Nelson also taught that light can rend our veils of darkness so we can see and know for ourselves.</p>
<blockquote>
<p id="p26" data-aid="135927953">Brothers and sisters, how can we become the men and women—the Christlike servants—the Lord needs us to be? How can we find answers to questions that perplex us? If Joseph Smith’s transcendent experience in the Sacred Grove teaches us anything, it is that the heavens are open and that God speaks to His children.</p>
<p id="p27" data-aid="135927954">The Prophet Joseph Smith set a pattern for us to follow in resolving our questions. Drawn to the promise of James that if we lack wisdom we may ask of God, the boy Joseph took his question directly to Heavenly Father. He sought personal revelation, and his seeking opened this last dispensation.</p>
<p id="p28" data-aid="135927955">In like manner, what will your seeking open for you? What wisdom do you lack? What do you feel an urgent need to know or understand? Follow the example of the Prophet Joseph. Find a quiet place where you can regularly go. Humble yourself before God. Pour out your heart to your Heavenly Father. Turn to Him for answers and for comfort.</p>
<p id="p29" data-aid="135927956">Pray in the name of Jesus Christ about your concerns, your fears, your weaknesses—yes, the very longings of your heart. And then listen! Write the thoughts that come to your mind. Record your feelings and follow through with actions that you are prompted to take. As you repeat this process day after day, month after month, year after year, you will “grow into the principle of revelation.”</p>
<h4 data-aid="135927956">Does God Really <em>Want</em> to Speak to You?</h4>
<p id="p30" data-aid="135927957">Does God really <em>want</em> to speak to you? Yes! “As well might man stretch forth his puny arm to stop the Missouri river in its decreed course … as to hinder the Almighty from pouring down knowledge from heaven upon the heads of the Latter-day Saints.”</p>
<p data-aid="135927957">You don’t have to wonder about what is true. You do not have to wonder whom you can safely trust. Through personal revelation, you can receive your own witness that the Book of Mormon is the word of God, that Joseph Smith is a prophet, and that this is the Lord’s Church. Regardless of what others may say or do, no one can ever take away a witness borne to your heart and mind about what is true.</p>
<p id="p32" data-aid="135927959">I urge you to stretch beyond your current spiritual ability to receive personal revelation, for the Lord has promised that “if thou shalt [seek], thou shalt receive revelation upon revelation, knowledge upon knowledge, that thou mayest know the mysteries and peaceable things—that which bringeth joy, that which bringeth life eternal.”</p>
<p id="p33" data-aid="135927960">Oh, there is so much more that your Father in Heaven wants you to know. As Elder Neal A. Maxwell taught, “To those who have eyes to see and ears to hear, it is clear that the Father and the Son are giving away the secrets of the universe!”</p>
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<h3 data-aid="128367729">Light of Revelation Rends Darkness</h3>
<div id="attachment_48419" style="width: 256px" class="wp-caption alignright"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/dantes-paradise-empyrean-granger-e1608444055470.jpg"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48419" class="size-medium wp-image-48419" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/dantes-paradise-empyrean-granger-246x300.jpg" alt="" width="246" height="300" /></a><p id="caption-attachment-48419" class="wp-caption-text">&#8220;Empyrean&#8221; by Gustave Dore</p></div>
<p data-aid="128367729">Light rent Saul&#8217;s veil on the road to Damascus.  Light pierced into the dark reality of King Lamoni&#8217;s father. Abinadab taught the Lamanites how to disperse the cloud of darkness surrounding them.  When the cloud dispersed, everyone discovered a pillar of fire surrounded them.</p>
<p data-aid="128367729">Light slicing through darkness. Darkened veils. Darkened minds. Darkened hopes. Darkened dreams. Light always prevails.</p>
<blockquote>
<p data-aid="128348910">And [<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/3-ne/17.23-25?lang=eng">Jesus] spake unto the multitude</a>, and said unto them: Behold your little ones.</p>
<p id="p24" class="verse" data-aid="128348910">And as they looked to behold they cast their eyes towards heaven, and they saw the heavens open, and they saw angels descending out of heaven as it were in the midst of fire; and they came down and <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">encircled</span> those little ones about, and they were encircled about with fire; and the angels did minister unto them.</p>
<p id="p25" class="verse" data-aid="128348911">And the multitude did see and <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">hear</span> and bear record; and they know that their record is true for they all of them did see and hear, every man for himself; and they were in number about two thousand and five hundred souls; and they did consist of men, women, and children.</p>
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<h3 data-aid="128367729">Light from Earth to Heaven</h3>
<p data-aid="128367729">I wonder what light looks like as it pierces the darkness between Earth from Heaven. Do pillars of light shine from Earth to Heaven? As people become purified and sanctified, how does their light shine?</p>
<p data-aid="128367729">There are so many scriptural stories of heavenly hosts. The scriptures are also full of individuals who become heavenly.  So many of us are on the journey to heaven so I like to imagine a &#8220;<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/nt/luke/2.15?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p15">multitude of the [earthly] host praising God</a>, and saying, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">Glory</span> to God in the highest, and on earth <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">peace</span>, good will toward men.&#8221;</p>
<p data-aid="128367729">This host praising God shews forth praises!</p>
<blockquote>
<p data-aid="128367729">[Ye] <span class="clarity-word">are</span> a <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">chosen</span> generation, a <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">royal</span> <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">priesthood</span>, an <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">holy</span> <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">nation</span>, a <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">peculiar</span> people; that <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/nt/1-pet/2.9?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p9">ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">darkness</span> into his marvellous <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">light</span></a>:</p>
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<h3 data-aid="128367729">Host Praising God Sings in Exultation</h3>
<blockquote>
<p id="figure1_p12" class="line" data-aid="128075609"><a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/music/library/hymns/oh-come-all-ye-faithful?lang=eng">Sing, choirs of angels</a>,</p>
<p id="figure1_p13" class="line" data-aid="128075610">Sing in exultation;</p>
<p id="figure1_p14" class="line" data-aid="128075611">— Sing, all ye citizens of heav’n above!</p>
<p id="figure1_p15" class="line" data-aid="128075612">Glory to God,</p>
<p id="figure1_p16" class="line" data-aid="128075613">Glory in the highest;</p>
<p id="figure1_p22" class="line" data-aid="128075619"> Yea, Lord, we greet thee,</p>
<p id="figure1_p23" class="line" data-aid="128075620">Born this happy morning;</p>
<p id="figure1_p24" class="line" data-aid="128075621">— Jesus, to thee be all glory giv’n.</p>
<p id="figure1_p25" class="line" data-aid="128075622">Son of the Father,</p>
<p id="figure1_p26" class="line" data-aid="128075623">Now in flesh appearing;</p>
<p id="figure1_p8" class="line" data-aid="128075605">Oh, come, let us adore him;</p>
<p id="figure1_p9" class="line" data-aid="128075606">Oh, come, let us adore him;</p>
<p id="figure1_p10" class="line" data-aid="128075607">Oh, come, let us adore him,</p>
<p class="line" data-aid="128075608">Christ, the Lord.</p>
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<h3 data-aid="128371586">The Host Praising God With This New Song</h3>
<p data-aid="128371586">Oh, may we be with the host praising God who are come down from Heaven or are caught up from Earth at the Savior&#8217;s triumphal return who sing His new song of praise!</p>
<blockquote>
<p id="p96" class="verse" data-aid="128371586">For I, the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">Almighty</span>, have laid my hands upon the nations, to <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">scourge</span> them for their <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">wickedness</span>.</p>
<p id="p97" class="verse" data-aid="128371587">And <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">plagues</span> shall go forth, and they shall not be taken from the earth until I have completed my work, which shall be cut <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">short</span> in righteousness—</p>
<p id="p98" class="verse" data-aid="128371588">Until all shall <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">know</span> me, who remain, even from the least unto the greatest, and shall be filled with the knowledge of the Lord, and shall <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">see</span> eye to eye, and <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/84.96-102?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng">shall lift up their voice, and with the voice together <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">sing</span> this new song</a>, saying:</p>
<p id="p99" class="verse contains-line digits-2" data-aid="128371589"><span class="line">     The Lord hath brought again Zion; </span><span class="line">The Lord hath <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">redeemed</span> his people, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">Israel</span>, </span><span class="line">According to the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">election</span> of <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">grace</span>, </span><span class="line">Which was brought to pass by the faith </span><span class="line">And <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">covenant</span> of their fathers.</span></p>
<p id="p100" class="verse contains-line digits-3" data-aid="128371590"><span class="line">     The Lord hath redeemed his people; </span><span class="line">And Satan is <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">bound</span> and <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">time</span> is no longer. </span><span class="line">The Lord hath gathered all things in <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">one</span>. </span><span class="line">The Lord hath brought down <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">Zion</span> from above. </span><span class="line">The Lord hath <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">brought up</span> Zion from beneath.</span></p>
<p id="p101" class="verse contains-line digits-3" data-aid="128371591"><span class="line">     The <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">earth</span> hath travailed and <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">brought forth</span> her strength; </span><span class="line">And truth is established in her bowels; </span><span class="line">And the heavens have smiled upon her; </span><span class="line">And she is clothed with the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">glory</span> of her God; </span><span class="line">For he <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">stands</span> in the midst of his <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">people</span>.</span></p>
<p id="p102" class="verse contains-line digits-3" data-aid="128371592"><span class="line">      Glory, and honor, and power, and might, </span><span class="line">Be ascribed to our God; for he is full of <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">mercy</span>, </span><span class="line">Justice, grace and truth, and <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">peace</span>, </span><span class="line">Forever and ever, Amen.</span></p>
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<div class="saboxplugin-wrap" itemtype="http://schema.org/Person" itemscope itemprop="author"><div class="saboxplugin-tab"><div class="saboxplugin-gravatar"><img alt='Delisa Hargrove' src='https://secure.gravatar.com/avatar/80bde5e5671d5135556e2e80d7028664237df477281415f55cb5fa09e950f15b?s=100&#038;d=mm&#038;r=g' srcset='https://secure.gravatar.com/avatar/80bde5e5671d5135556e2e80d7028664237df477281415f55cb5fa09e950f15b?s=200&#038;d=mm&#038;r=g 2x' class='avatar avatar-100 photo' height='100' width='100' itemprop="image"/></div><div class="saboxplugin-authorname"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/author/delisa" class="vcard author" rel="author"><span class="fn">Delisa Hargrove</span></a></div><div class="saboxplugin-desc"><div itemprop="description"><p>I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I have moved 64 times and have not tired of experiencing this beautiful earth! I love the people, languages, histories/anthropologies, &amp; especially religious cultures of the world. My life long passion is the study &amp; searching out of religious symbolism, specifically related to ancient &amp; modern temples. My husband Anthony and I love our bulldog Stig, adventures, traveling, movies, motorcycling, and time with friends and family.</p>
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		<title>Nobody Rides For Free</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 13 Dec 2020 09:00:20 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[As I finished peeling my second potato, I put it with the first and picked up another lovely brown russet potato. I began peeling.  The first swipe on the potato revealed some dark bruises. I hadn&#8217;t seen any indication that the potato was bruised at all.  As I continue peeling around the potato, bruises peppered [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>As I finished peeling my second potato, I put it with the first and picked up another lovely brown russet potato.</p>
<p>I began peeling.  The first swipe on the potato revealed some dark bruises. <a href="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/bruised-potato-rotated.jpg"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" class="aligncenter wp-image-48388 size-medium" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/bruised-potato-300x167.jpg" alt="hidden bruises revealed by peeling a potato nobody rides for free" width="300" height="167" /></a></p>
<p>I hadn&#8217;t seen any indication that the potato was bruised at all.  As I continue peeling around the potato, bruises peppered that little russet.</p>
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<p>Potatoes are large, medium, or small and in a variety of colors. Some potatoes are peeled without any damage and are whole. Some potatoes have deep gashes and obvious bruises that need to be cut out.  Some don&#8217;t have any wounds, but still have green skin to be removed. Some potatoes have eyes growing like crazy that need to be knocked off. Some have mushy spots to cut off and discard.  And sometimes, you find the potatoes that seem to be whole but have a bruise or two or are covered in unseen wounds.</p>
<h3>Nobody Rides for Free</h3>
<p>How like people is this?</p>
<p>Except do people remain unscathed, unbruised, or unwounded?</p>
<p>I read these words from Brené Brown that rang so true to me.</p>
<blockquote><p>Every single person has a story that will break your heart &#8230; And if you&#8217;re paying attention, many people &#8230; have a story that will bring you to your knees. Nobody rides for free.</p></blockquote>
<p data-aid="138351541">&#8220;Nobody rides for free!&#8221;</p>
<p data-aid="138351541">This life is a beautiful opportunity to become more Christlike — like Christ who suffered all things.</p>
<h3 data-aid="138351541">Wounded</h3>
<p data-aid="138351541">Elder Neil L. Andersen&#8217;s talk <a href="http://churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2018/10/wounded?lang=eng">Wounded</a> eloquently sums up the thoughts I had while peeling potatoes. Here&#8217;s a glimpse of his wonderful talk.</p>
<blockquote>
<p id="p18" data-aid="138351541">Our wounds may come from a natural disaster or an unfortunate accident. They may come from an unfaithful husband or wife, turning life upside down for a righteous spouse and children. The wounds may come from the darkness and gloom of depression, from an unanticipated illness, from the suffering or premature death of someone we love, from the sadness of a family member dismissing his or her faith, from the loneliness when circumstances do not bring an eternal companion, or from a hundred other heart-wrenching, painful “[sorrows] that the eye can’t see.”</p>
<p id="p19" data-aid="138351542">We each understand that difficulties are part of life, but when they come to us personally, they can take our breath away. Without being alarmed, we need to be ready. The Apostle Peter said, “Think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you.” Along with the bright colors of happiness and joy, the darker-colored threads of trial and tragedy are woven deeply into the fabric of our Father’s plan. These struggles, although difficult, often become our greatest teachers.</p>
<p id="p20" data-aid="138351543">When telling the miraculous story of Helaman’s 2,060 young soldiers, we love this scripture: “According to the goodness of God, and to our great astonishment, and also the joy of our whole army, there was not one soul of them who did perish.”</p>
<p id="p21" data-aid="138351544">But the sentence continues: “And neither was there one soul among them who had not received many wounds.” Each one of the 2,060 received many wounds, and each one of us will be wounded in the battle of life, whether physically, spiritually, or both.</p>
<p id="p22" data-aid="138351546">Never give up—however deep the wounds of your soul, whatever their source, wherever or whenever they happen, and however short or long they persist, you are not meant to perish spiritually. You are meant to survive spiritually and blossom in your faith and trust in God.</p>
<p id="p23" data-aid="138351547">God did not create our spirits to be independent of Him. Our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, through the incalculable gift of His Atonement, not only saves us from death and offers us, through repentance, forgiveness for our sins, but He also stands ready to save us from the sorrows and pains of our wounded souls.</p>
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<h3>The Potato Is Still Useable</h3>
<p>The cool about potatoes is to realize is that each potato is usable!  After removing the damages or growths, what remains is perfectly edible.</p>
<p>Despite our gashes, wounds, and bruises, we are useful and valued, too! And the miraculous thing about Jesus Christ&#8217;s atonement is that when we seek and apply His grace, the gashes, wounds, and bruises are forever healed.  Through Him, we are made whole and complete.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve seen bruises, gaping wounds, and gashes disappear from my mind and heart.  I&#8217;m still seeking for Christ&#8217;s grace to make me whole completely,  but I know that He can if I will.</p>
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		<title>A Scientist Experiments with the Gratitude Challenge</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 06 Dec 2020 09:00:33 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Did you try President Russell M. Nelson&#8217;s gratitude challenge to the test?! Or had gratitude&#8217;s blessings already permeated your life? &#160; I love a good science experiment! Show me erupting &#8220;lava&#8221; or &#8220;mysteriously&#8221; disappearing compounds and I laugh with delight. The results are generally fast and predictable. &#160; So I found it fascinating that our [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Did you try President Russell M. Nelson&#8217;s gratitude challenge to the test?! Or had gratitude&#8217;s blessings already permeated your life?</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I love a good science experiment! Show me erupting &#8220;lava&#8221; or &#8220;mysteriously&#8221; disappearing compounds and I laugh with delight. The results are generally fast and predictable.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>So I found it fascinating that our prophet asked us to experiment on his word and find the results of his gratitude challenge for ourselves.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>My sister Destinee is a bona fide scientist. She supervises a lab looking for results every day.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>So I perked up as she shared her observations — raw and undiluted — of President Nelson&#8217;s gratitude challenge.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Destinee White: A Scientist Experiments with the Gratitude Challenge</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>A little over a week ago our prophet, President Nelson, issued an invitation to express gratitude to the Lord publicly (on social media platforms) in an effort to flood it with goodness and gratitude (that he hoped would fill the world). The reason &#8211; to act as a prescription or medication against the many ills that plague the world, namely, COVID19, hate, civil unrest, racism, violence, dishonesty, and lack of civility.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>To me these seemed to echo the warnings found in 2 Timothy of what might be found in our time:</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<blockquote>
<p id="p1" class="verse active-item" data-aid="128389455"><em>This know also, that <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/nt/2-tim/3.1-5?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p1" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">in the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">last days</span> perilous <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">times</span> shall come</a>.</em></p>
<p class="verse active-item" data-aid="128389455"><em>For men shall be lovers of their own selves, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">covetous</span>, boasters, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">proud</span>, blasphemers, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">disobedient</span> to parents, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">unthankful</span>, unholy,</em></p>
<p id="p3" class="verse active-item" data-aid="128389457"><em>Without <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">natural</span> <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">affection</span>, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">trucebreakers</span>, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">false accusers</span>, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">incontinent</span>, fierce, despisers of those that are good,</em></p>
<p id="p4" class="verse active-item" data-aid="128389458"><em><span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">Traitors</span>, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">heady</span>, <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">highminded</span>, lovers of <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">pleasures</span> more than lovers of God;</em></p>
<p id="p5" class="verse active-item" data-aid="128389459"><em>Having a <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">form</span> of godliness, but <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">denying</span> the power thereof: from such turn away.</em></p>
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<h3></h3>
<h3>President Russell M. Nelson&#8217;s Gratitude Challenge</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>President Nelson said</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<blockquote><p><em>I have concluded that <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/inspiration/the-story-behind-my-global-prayer-of-gratitude?lang=eng&amp;ogImageId=00000175-af03-d628-a7f5-ef47934b0000" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">counting our blessings is far better than recounting our problems</a>. No matter our situation, showing gratitude for our privileges is a fast-acting and long-lasting spiritual prescription. Does gratitude spare us from sorrow, sadness, grief and pain? No, but it does soothe our feelings. It provides us with a greater perspective on the very purpose and joy of life.</em></p></blockquote>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>He goes on to discuss the heartbreak and sadness he has felt and follows it immediately with ways we can all be grateful. He specifically invites us to identify for what, for whom and why we are grateful. Then he urges us to take those public expressions to our private prayers with God.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Initial Reactions to President Nelson&#8217;s Gratitude Challenge</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>I was personally moved by these invitations &#8211; feeling the need within myself to express my gratitude more often. As something of a scientist at heart, I was also interested to observe how this gratitude challenge worked in my own life as well as those around me.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>The first thing I noticed was blatant opposition from non-members, once members, and members alike. Blasting the prophet for believing that such a simple act could cure the ills that plague us today. Expressing disbelief that such actions are helpful (and actually that this act was in fact causing more harm than good).</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>Somehow these comments affected me and overshadowed my initial feelings of wanting to follow the prophet’s counsel. I felt guilty for sharing anything that I was truly grateful for especially if it was causing harm to others. I started the challenge, but I was just going through the motions.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3><em>The Real Promise of Gratitude</em></h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" class="wp-image-48355 size-full aligncenter" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge.png" alt="gratitude challenge" width="616" height="153" srcset="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge.png 616w, https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge-480x119.png 480w" sizes="auto, (min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) 616px, 100vw" /></em></p>
<p><em>As I began to read the thoughts of so many, I began to observe something else: President Nelson’s comment was absolutely true &#8211; Gratitude does not spare us from sorrow, sadness, grief, or pain. And he never promised that it would.</em></p>
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<p><em>I saw countless examples of people who shared gratitude for events that were outside of their control — things that brought them learning, understanding, compassion, and a closeness to God even through the pain they were feeling. I saw people sharing avenues for healing and hope that they may not have shared in this same way.</em></p>
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<p><em>For example, one woman who has dealt with learning how to love her husband intentionally even when he had lost his faith in God shared a group of support for any who may be passing through a similar situation. So many people commented on her post expressing gratitude to her for sharing this way to gain support.</em></p>
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<p><em>Others shared how they were able to make it through trials with the help of the Savior, repentance, or finding new ways of coping. Others honestly admitted the pain and sadness they currently feel, while also gracefully acknowledging blessings they have received.</em></p>
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<h3>The Scientist Experiments</h3>
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<p><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" class="wp-image-48354 size-full aligncenter" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge1.png" alt="gratitude challenge" width="616" height="217" srcset="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge1.png 616w, https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge1-480x169.png 480w" sizes="auto, (min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) 616px, 100vw" /></p>
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<p><em>I began to ponder more seriously the things I am personally grateful for and to put more of an effort in identifying those things — to really feel the gratitude before posting about it. During the week, I had an especially hard night, involving darkness and feeling lost and alone.After feeling the darkness cloud around me, I had a spark of thought that reminded me of something that President Nelson said in his invitation,</em></p>
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<blockquote><p><em>At the end of seven days, see if you feel happier and more at peace.</em></p></blockquote>
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<p><em>In that moment, I sought peace in my heart and in my darkened mind. But it was very difficult to turn my head to thoughts of gratitude. I know that I am weak-minded in many ways and I was being attacked in my weakness. With that reminder of the prophet’s words, I had the catalyst I needed (if I would so choose) to help me through the darkness.</em></p>
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<p><em>Somehow I mustered enough strength to think of something I was grateful for. It might seem strange, but in my scientific/observant mind, I examined myself in that moment: did anything happen? Was anything different? If so, what? Why did it happen?</em></p>
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<p><em>Elder Rasband said in his April 2020 conference talk “<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2020/04/26renlund?lang=eng" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Consider the Goodness and Greatness of God</a>”</em></p>
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<blockquote><p><em>&#8230;each of us has received gifts that we could not provide for ourselves, gifts from our Heavenly Father and His Beloved Son&#8230;Every time we use, benefit from, or even think of these gifts, we ought to consider the sacrifice, generosity, and compassion of the givers. Reverence for the givers does more than just make us grateful. Reflecting on Their gifts can and should transform us.</em></p></blockquote>
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<p><em>In that moment, there was a change in me, even if only slightly at first. I could not deny that what I was grateful for truly had value to me. And what I chose in that moment to be grateful for led my eyes to look to Christ as He was the one who was giving that gift to me. I felt loved by Him and that was the moment that the spark turned into a bigger flame in my head and heart.</em></p>
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<p><em>I testify that gratitude doesn’t necessarily remove the hard things from our lives, but it does help to soothe our feelings and provide greater perspective.</em></p>
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<h3>A Call to Turn to the Savior</h3>
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<p><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" class="aligncenter wp-image-48353 size-full" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge2.png" alt="gratitude challenge" width="613" height="266" srcset="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge2.png 613w, https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/12/Destinee-gratitude-challenge2-480x208.png 480w" sizes="auto, (min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) 613px, 100vw" /></p>
<p><em>This gratitude challenge from a prophet of God was a call to turn to our Savior and Redeemer. He knows that by turning to Him, we can be eternally blessed. Elder Rasband also explained:</em></p>
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<blockquote><p><em>Our Heavenly Father wants us to recall His and His Beloved Son’s goodness, not for Their own gratification but for the influence such remembrance has on us. By considering Their kindness, our perspective and understanding are enlarged. By reflecting on Their compassion, we become more humble, prayerful, and steadfast.</em></p></blockquote>
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<p><em>He goes on to discuss many blessings and characteristics we can receive by regularly remembering the greatness of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ, which is another form of gratitude.</em></p>
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<blockquote><p><em>By acknowledging that every good thing comes from Jesus Christ, we will communicate our faith more effectively to others. We will have courage when confronted with seemingly impossible tasks and circumstances. We will strengthen our resolve to keep the covenants we have made to follow the Savior. We will be filled with the love of God, want to help those in need without being judgmental, love our children and raise them in righteousness, retain a remission of our sins, and always rejoice. These are the remarkable fruits of remembering God’s goodness and mercy.</em></p></blockquote>
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<p><em>I am truly grateful for so many blessings in my life. I am grateful for my family and the miracles I have seen throughout my life because of the faith and example of my parents, siblings, and extended family. I am grateful for the gospel which brings peace and hope even in dark times.</em></p>
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<p><em>I am grateful for a loving Heavenly Father, who invites us to do things that will turn our hearts to Him. I am grateful He sent His Son to be an example for us, to enable our success, who suffered for us with the added intention of knowing our suffering perfectly so He would know perfectly how to succor us.</em></p>
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					<description><![CDATA[Becoming a true disciple of Christ is my long-standing life goal. My thoughts especially turn to this goal at this time of the year. My nephew Austin Bushman makes some excellent points in his thoughts on becoming disciples of Christ that I want to share. My favorite quote below is &#8220;God loves us, not the [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Becoming a true disciple of Christ is my long-standing life goal. My thoughts especially turn to this goal at this time of the year. My nephew Austin Bushman makes some excellent points in his thoughts on becoming disciples of Christ that I want to share. My favorite quote below is &#8220;<em><span style="font-weight: 400">God loves </span><b>us</b><span style="font-weight: 400">, not the gifts he has given us.&#8221;</span></em>  Where are you on your journey to be a disciple of Christ?</p>
<h3><span style="font-weight: 400">Becoming Disciples of Christ</span></h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I am Austin Bushman. I have been called to serve as a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints in the Barcelona Spain Mission, speaking Spanish.  I </span><span style="font-weight: 400">depart to the mission field at the end of December and have been reassigned to the Texas Dallas East Mission until I can go to Spain.</span></em></p>
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<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I wanted to share some thoughts on the topic of Coming unto Christ. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I discovered a talk by Elder Neal A. Maxwell entitled “<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/1975/04/the-man-of-christ?lang=eng">The Man of Christ</a>” given in the April 1975 General Conference. While reading the talk, I found that it discussed the attributes of a true disciple of Christ. I firmly believe and attest to the fact that as we live as disciples of Christ we, in turn, come unto Christ, and as we come unto Christ, we become even stronger disciples of Christ.</span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">While I do draw heavily from the above-stated talk, I will also draw upon several scriptural references, as well as additional quotes from Elder Maxwell, specifically about the subject of discipleship.  I hope that my words will resonate and the Spirit will testify of the truthfulness to each of you.</span></em></p>
<h3>Come Unto Christ</h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400"> As we come unto Christ, we become His disciples.  I believe that disciples of Christ are those who exemplify the qualities of the Savior. They serve others and the Lord. They emulate His teachings and follow the great example of Him who obeyed with exactness, Jesus Christ.</span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">When talking about discipleship, or being a man or woman of Christ, Elder Maxwell stated, </span></em></p>
<blockquote><p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">&#8220;He experiences the Church as a blend of action and contemplation, and knows the importance of individual involvement. … He testifies with his time as well as with tithing; he witnesses with works as well as with words; he expects perspiration to precede inspiration.” (1)</span></em></p></blockquote>
<p><em> <span style="font-weight: 400">I love the first part of this statement, </span><span style="font-weight: 400">“a blend of action and contemplation.” (1) </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">As it says in the scriptures,</span><span style="font-weight: 400"> “Faith without works is dead” (2)</span><span style="font-weight: 400">. We must believe in Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ, but we must also act in our faith. We must act in prayer, act in scripture, act in our church callings.</span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">Elder Maxwell said,</span><span style="font-weight: 400"> “Each of us is an innkeeper, and we decide if there is room for Jesus.” (3) </span><span style="font-weight: 400"> </span></em></p>
<h3>Absorbing the Fiery Darts of the Adversary</h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">As we each decide for ourselves if there is room for Jesus in our proverbial “inns,” Satan will come and use his forces to persuade us that there is not room enough for the Savior. Satan has studied and worked over centuries of time to find the most deceiving ways to divert us from the covenant path. Elder Maxwell said that a true disciple, </span></em></p>
<blockquote><p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">“marvels not&#8230;when customized challenges and temptations come his way-with soul-stretching experiences&#8230;These may constitute “but a small moment (4)” (5).” “</span><b>Real disciples absorb the fiery darts of the adversary by holding aloft the quenching shield of faith with one hand, while holding to the iron rod with the other. There should be no mistaking; it will take both hands!(6)</b><span style="font-weight: 400">”  </span></em></p></blockquote>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I know that while Satan does have power in this world, we have even more power when we exercise our faith and stand with God.</span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">When Moses was transfigured before God, and Satan came tempting, Moses tried to rebuke him twice but it was only the third time when Moses commanded Satan saying, </span><span style="font-weight: 400">“In the name of the Only Begotten, depart hence, Satan.”(7)</span><span style="font-weight: 400"> It was not just that the third time&#8217;s the charm, but the very fact that God has more power than that of Satan. Moses acted as a disciple of Christ and in faith by stating in the Name of the Only Begotten! His name is Jesus the Christ. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">When we stand closer to God, Satan attacks us hard, sometimes even harder than when we aren’t being disciples and coming unto Christ. We must see his devious attacks for what they are, simply works of the devil. The road of discipleship is not easy, but it is the right path to follow.</span></em></p>
<h3>The Apostle Paul&#8217;s Decision</h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">We read in the scriptures the account of the Apostle Paul, who held a position in his society as a Pharisee.  He had power because he was a Pharisee. He persecuted the saints and helped to arrest many of the followers of Christ. While traveling to Damascus, Paul saw Jesus and went blind. He then became one of the foremost disciples of Christ leading many to the truthfulness of the Gospel despite all the challenges he faced. He went to prison, was criticized, hated, and eventually killed. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">However, I would like to point out that it was not the heavenly visit nor his blindness that led him to be one of the main contributors in our bible. While these helped him turn unto Christ, he </span><b>Came unto Christ</b><span style="font-weight: 400"> with his actions and faith. He could have stopped persecuting the Saints and lived among them, however, he decided to become a disciple of Christ knowing, probably more than most, of the kind of persecution that awaited him should he choose to follow the life he ended up choosing to live as a disciple of Christ. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">Elder Maxwell also said, </span><span style="font-weight: 400">“Discipleship in our day, as in all eras, has as a goal not our being different from other men, but our need to be more like God.” (8)</span><span style="font-weight: 400"> In each of our lives we will meet those who are not of our faith who are good people. We may look up to them and see them as an example based on some Christlike attributes they possess.  As Elder Maxwell stated, the goal is not to be different from other men or women but rather to become more like God.</span></em></p>
<h3><em>How Do We Come Unto Christ and Become His Disciples?</em></h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">So, how do we come unto Christ and become disciples?  Elder Maxwell remarked that a disciple is</span><span style="font-weight: 400"> “conscious of the past and present injustices, but he knows that real remedies are to be found in contemporary Christian Compassion, and not in compensatory justice.” (9)</span><span style="font-weight: 400"> While we all see the wrongs and issues in our society, we should focus on the love of Christ. If we act in love and not in hate, we can help to solve some of the problems we face and, in turn, create solutions. Christ&#8217;s doctrine is not one of hate, but of Love and compassion. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">My bishop recently stated that we need to love our fellow men as Christ did, regardless of what political affiliation or religious beliefs they may hold.  I know that as we live by the precepts of Christ’s gospel, we will have charity enough to love our enemies and our friends. We will be able to unite with others on commonalities rather than divide and argue on our differences.</span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">Elder Maxwell has also said, </span><span style="font-weight: 400">“Disciples are not perfect, but, having chosen the Christian course, they are put together with principle rather than being a bundle of appetites.” (10).  It&#8217;s important for us to remember that we aren’t perfect and we are striving to continue on the path to Christ.</span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">As we each act and make the decision for ourselves whether to stay on the covenant path or not, we must remember to point our faces toward the everlasting Kingdom of God. As Elder Maxwell eloquently stated, </span><span style="font-weight: 400">a disciple “knows that having put his hand to the plow he must not look back, because when we are looking back, we are also holding back.” (11) </span></em></p>
<h3>John Tanner</h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400"> </span><span style="font-weight: 400">One of many examples of disciples not holding back is that of one of my ancestors on the Bushman side, John Tanner. John Tanner had an infectious disease that caused an open sore in his leg. Being a self-made wealthy man, he was able to see many physicians and doctors in the New York area where he lived. All prescribed an amputation of his leg. Refusing to depart with his leg, he started setting his affairs in order in preparation of his death. One day he noticed a flyer to come and hear missionaries from the newly formed Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. After meeting with the missionaries for a time, they proposed baptism, and while John believed in all the words the missionaries had taught him, he could not be baptized because of the infection in his leg. Having the authority to administer in the priesthood, one of the missionaries healed John Tanner’s leg and commanded him to walk. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">John, upon receiving the blessing and exercising his faith, stood and was healed. He then immediately walked the three-quarters of a mile to a lake and was baptized that night, beginning his discipleship on the chosen course. He gave up coffee and strong drink upon hearing the Word of Wisdom. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">One night, he dreamed he was needed in Kirtland. Upon arriving in Kirtland, he loaned $45,000 to the Church and Temple committees. Throughout his time with the Saints, he literally gave everything he had. Whenever he was asked to do something, he did it. </span><span style="font-weight: 400">When moving to Missouri to help build the church in that area, he had given so much to the Church and others that all he had was a borrowed wagon, a broken horse and $7.50 in cash. John Tanner continued to serve the Lord in multiple ways including leaving his wife and children for a time to serve a mission. I am at awe of the faith he had and the way he acted in becoming a disciple of Christ.</span></em></p>
<h3>Scarlet Bushman</h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">A more recent example of coming unto Christ and becoming a disciple that has affected me very personally is that of my mom, Scarlet. When she was 16, my mom started searching for answers to the questions she had about God, religion, her spiritual well-being, and relationship with Christ. When her church leaders could not answer the questions she had, she began going to her friends&#8217; congregations and churches to see if she could find answers on her own. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">Missionaries were at her aunt and uncle’s house helping them move and asked if they could come teach her family the gospel discussions.  She received permission from her parents and she and her siblings began meeting with the missionaries.  The missionaries were able to answer all the questions she had.  As they taught her about the gospel and Jesus Christ, the Holy Ghost helped her know the truth and resolved the questions she had.  She and her siblings were baptized shortly after the discussions and she has been on the path of discipleship ever since.  </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">She has been a huge example of discipleship to me. She has helped me learn the gospel throughout my life and has helped me find how the Holy Ghost talks to me. I see her commitment to come unto Christ in her everyday actions and words.</span></em></p>
<h3>God Loves Us, Not the Gifts He Has Given Us</h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I believe that when we truly become the disciples of our Lord and continue to consecrate our time to Him, we can see the ways the Lord will use us to be an example and Light to the World. By being an example, we can help others come unto Christ. God has given us the gifts and blessings we need to be His disciples.</span></em></p>
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<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I love this quote by Elder Maxwell that reads, </span><span style="font-weight: 400">“Each day we decide the degree of our discipleship. Each day we answer the question, “Who’s on the Lord’s side? Who?(12)” (13)”  As disciples who are striving to come unto Christ, we must love Him and we must realize “&#8230;that God loves </span><b>us</b><span style="font-weight: 400">, not the gifts he has given us.”(14)</span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I know that we can be as King Benjamin’s people, we can be disciples of Christ. As it states in the scriptures, </span><span style="font-weight: 400">“And now, because of the covenant which ye have made ye shall be called the children of Christ, his sons and his daughters.”(15)</span></em></p>
<h3>What Matters Is What We Have Become</h3>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I would like to close with a final quote from Elder Maxwell. </span></em></p>
<blockquote><p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">“</span><b>What finally matters, </b><span style="font-weight: 400">brothers and sisters</span><b>, is what we have become</b><span style="font-weight: 400">. There will be no puffed vitas circulating in the next world. They stay here-in the files. What we will take with us- to the degree we have developed them- will be the cardinal qualities that Jesus has perfected; these are eternal and portable.”(16)  </span></em></p></blockquote>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">These are the qualities we develop as we come unto Christ and become His disciples. </span><span style="font-weight: 400">Again, as the chaos of the world seems to continue to grow ever challenging, we must remember that</span><span style="font-weight: 400"> “</span><b>real disciples absorb the fiery darts of the adversary by holding aloft the quenching shield of faith with one hand, while holding to the iron rod with the other. There should be no mistaking; it will take both hands!(6)</b><span style="font-weight: 400">”</span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I know that this is the true and everlasting Church. I know that by striving to live by the precepts it teaches, we can become worthy to enter into that heavenly rest. As disciples of Christ, we can emulate His teachings and His example in our actions toward others.  </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">Coming unto Christ means that we are acting as He would act, serving as He would serve, and loving others as He would love others.  I am not perfect, but I can have a perfect love for Christ and do my best to come unto Him in all I do and say.  I have faith in and know of the reality of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. </span></em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-weight: 400">I say these things in the name of the Only Begotten Jesus Christ, Amen.</span></em></p>
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<h5><em><span style="font-weight: 400">Sources:</span></em></h5>
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<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">     The Man of Christ April 1975 General Conference Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">     James 2:26</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">     Searching for God in America, page 129. Elder Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">     D&amp;C 121:7</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">     The Man of Christ April 1975 General Conference Elder Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">    </span><span style="font-weight: 400">Ensign, May 1987 page 70. See also Ephesians 6:16; 1 Nephi 15:24; D&amp;C 27:17</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">     Moses 1:21</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">     A Time to Choose page 16 Elder Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">     The Man of Christ April 1975 General Conference Elder Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">   A Time to Choose page 44-45 Elder Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">   The Man of Christ April 1975 General Conference Elder Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">   Hymn 260</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">   Ensign, May 1992 page 39</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">   The Man of Christ April 1975 General Conference Elder Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">   Mosiah 5:7</span></em></li>
<li><em><span style="font-weight: 400">   Out of the Best Faculty page 48 Elder Neal A. Maxwell</span></em></li>
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<div class="saboxplugin-wrap" itemtype="http://schema.org/Person" itemscope itemprop="author"><div class="saboxplugin-tab"><div class="saboxplugin-gravatar"><img alt='Delisa Hargrove' src='https://secure.gravatar.com/avatar/80bde5e5671d5135556e2e80d7028664237df477281415f55cb5fa09e950f15b?s=100&#038;d=mm&#038;r=g' srcset='https://secure.gravatar.com/avatar/80bde5e5671d5135556e2e80d7028664237df477281415f55cb5fa09e950f15b?s=200&#038;d=mm&#038;r=g 2x' class='avatar avatar-100 photo' height='100' width='100' itemprop="image"/></div><div class="saboxplugin-authorname"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/author/delisa" class="vcard author" rel="author"><span class="fn">Delisa Hargrove</span></a></div><div class="saboxplugin-desc"><div itemprop="description"><p>I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I have moved 64 times and have not tired of experiencing this beautiful earth! I love the people, languages, histories/anthropologies, &amp; especially religious cultures of the world. My life long passion is the study &amp; searching out of religious symbolism, specifically related to ancient &amp; modern temples. My husband Anthony and I love our bulldog Stig, adventures, traveling, movies, motorcycling, and time with friends and family.</p>
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		<title>Ella Glover&#8217;s Miraculous COVID Healing</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 22 Nov 2020 09:00:49 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[For behold, I am God; and I am a God of miracles; and I will show unto the world that I am the same yesterday, today, and forever; and I work not among the children of men save it be according to their faith. &#160; When our faith and desires for healing align with the Lord&#8217;s plan and will for our lives, miracles [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote><p>For behold,<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/2-ne/27.23?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p23" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer"> I am God; and I am a God of <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">miracles</span></a>; and I will show unto the <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">world</span> that I am the same yesterday, today, and forever; and I <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">work</span> not among the children of men save it be <span class="study-note-ref hidden-163M6">according</span> to their faith.</p></blockquote>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>When our faith and desires for healing align with the Lord&#8217;s plan and will for our lives, miracles occur!</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve known Ella Glover for decades. She dedicates her life to serving others professionally and personally. She&#8217;s the Relief Society president of our new ward in Lubbock. Anthony and I have prayerfully watched her journey since hearing she contracted COVID several months ago.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Her COVID battle just ended. Ella shared her story with the Relief Society sisters recently and agreed to let me share her story (in her own words, which I have italicized below) more broadly to testify that we serve a God of miracles who knows us and loves us as individuals and as a collective humanity. Miracles are available in every form — healing is one, comfort when grieving a loved one&#8217;s loss is another.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>What miracles do you see in your life? What miracle would you like to see? I invite you to search for the thing or trait or blessing you need most today and ask the Lord to give you a miracle for what you need most.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Ella Glover&#8217;s Miraculous COVID Healing</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48293" style="width: 310px" class="wp-caption alignright"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48293" class="size-medium wp-image-48293" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/Ella-Glover-300x300.jpg" alt="Ella Glover covid" width="300" height="300" /><p id="caption-attachment-48293" class="wp-caption-text">Ella Glover</p></div>
<p><em>Thank you so much for all of your prayers and for your concern for me as I battled for my life after I was diagnosed with COVID–19. I wanted to share my rather miraculous story with you. The Lord does perform miracles; I am living proof. Here are my past three months in a nutshell.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>On August 20, 2020, I was diagnosed with COVID-19. My doctor called me in a Z-Pak and told me to quarantine myself for 10 days. He also said, “If you can’t breathe, call 911.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>I had another appointment to see my doctor on September 1 (11 days after the positive test). I got up that morning and drove to see my doctor, but I did feel as if I were short of breath. The doctor tested me and saw that my oxygen level was very low. I was immediately taken by ambulance to the emergency room and admitted to the hospital. </em><em>Within 24 hours, I was moved into the COVID ICU.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Receiving A Blessing In COVID ICU</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>During my stay, I was put on four different breathing machines. After several tests, the doctors realized that I had no antibodies against COVID. I also have underlying health problems that could complicate things. The major one is leukemia, which I have had for 17 years, fortunately with no issues. However, because of the leukemia, my body did not make antibodies. To solve that problem, I was given plasma with someone else’s antibodies, but it would take several days before the antibodies would start to work.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>I texted my son and asked if someone could come and give me a blessing. I know that there are members of the Church working at Covenant Hospital, and since I was on a strict “No Visitors” floor, I thought perhaps a priesthood holder who worked at the hospital could come.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>Imagine my surprise when, within a few hours, into my room walks my son, the charming firefighter, in uniform. </em><em>He looked so worried and nervous, but he gave me a beautiful blessing. He said that I would have a complete recovery and that the doctors would be “astonished” with my progress. After he left, I wrote down the few things that I could remember that he had said.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>For the next 14 days, I hung on to this blessing as I tried to do everything the doctors told me to do. I would cling to every text and word of encouragement </em><em>that I received. I felt my Savior at my side and I felt every prayer that was said on my behalf. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>Finally, after 18 days in the ICU, I was able to go home. I had to take home oxygen with me. I was on it 24/7 and was instructed to wean myself off it.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Thirty-Day Checkup</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48297" style="width: 235px" class="wp-caption alignright"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48297" class="size-medium wp-image-48297" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/Ella-on-oxygen-225x300.jpg" alt="Ella Glover on Oxygen after covid" width="225" height="300" /><p id="caption-attachment-48297" class="wp-caption-text">Ella the day she got home from the hospital</p></div>
<p><em>Thirty days after coming home, I had a follow-up appointment with my lung doctor. I just knew he would be happy with the fact that my oxygen was down to 2.5%, I was doing my physical therapy and I was feeling so good.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>Well, it turned out that he was not happy. We looked at my X-rays and he gave me a diagnosis: I would be on oxygen for 6 months to a year and the damage and scar tissue I had was going to be a lifelong problem.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>I was very sad. He decided to put me on another round of high dose steroids for a month and told me to come back in two weeks. Again, I was not happy, but I do listen to doctors.</em></p>
<h3></h3>
<h3>&#8220;My Savior Loves Me and He Knows My Name&#8221;</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>A few days before the two-week appointment, I was able to go most of the day without oxygen. The closer it came to the appointment, the longer I could go without oxygen — it was working.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48299" style="width: 156px" class="wp-caption alignleft"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48299" class="size-medium wp-image-48299" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/Ella-Glover-home-146x300.jpg" alt="Ella Glover" width="146" height="300" /><p id="caption-attachment-48299" class="wp-caption-text">Happy to be home</p></div>
<p><em>The morning of the appointment, I was hopeful that he was going to tell me something good. They did a chest X-ray, and within a few minutes, he walked into the room. His first words were, “You’re healed. Your oxygen level is perfect and your lungs are clear.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>I said, “What about the scar tissue?”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>He replied, “It’s all gone. I am astonished.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>He actually said it twice. We talked for about 20 minutes as he told me about the previous day. He had hospital duty and five of his patients died.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>He said, “We are at a loss on how to help COVID patients, so we just throw everything we have at it and hope it works. You have received two miracles, Mrs. Glover. I am just astonished at your recovery.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>I replied, “My Savior loves me and He knows my name. I have had hundreds of people praying for me, and I know that I have a lot of work to still do on this earth.”</em></p>
<div class="saboxplugin-wrap" itemtype="http://schema.org/Person" itemscope itemprop="author"><div class="saboxplugin-tab"><div class="saboxplugin-gravatar"><img alt='Delisa Hargrove' src='https://secure.gravatar.com/avatar/80bde5e5671d5135556e2e80d7028664237df477281415f55cb5fa09e950f15b?s=100&#038;d=mm&#038;r=g' srcset='https://secure.gravatar.com/avatar/80bde5e5671d5135556e2e80d7028664237df477281415f55cb5fa09e950f15b?s=200&#038;d=mm&#038;r=g 2x' class='avatar avatar-100 photo' height='100' width='100' itemprop="image"/></div><div class="saboxplugin-authorname"><a href="https://ldsblogs.com/author/delisa" class="vcard author" rel="author"><span class="fn">Delisa Hargrove</span></a></div><div class="saboxplugin-desc"><div itemprop="description"><p>I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I have moved 64 times and have not tired of experiencing this beautiful earth! I love the people, languages, histories/anthropologies, &amp; especially religious cultures of the world. My life long passion is the study &amp; searching out of religious symbolism, specifically related to ancient &amp; modern temples. My husband Anthony and I love our bulldog Stig, adventures, traveling, movies, motorcycling, and time with friends and family.</p>
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		<title>&#8220;To Give You An Expected End&#8221; Even in the Face of COVID-19</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 15 Nov 2020 09:00:28 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Life seems extra fragile in this COVID-19 world. Even with the most careful planning and protection, life can slip away in an instant. Rather than live in fear of death, however, I rely on the Lord&#8217;s promised word. &#160;  &#8220;For there is a time appointed for every man, according as his works shall be.&#8221; (Doctrine and Covenants 121:25) &#160; [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Life seems extra fragile in this COVID-19 world. Even with the most careful planning and protection, life can slip away in an instant. Rather than live in fear of death, however, I rely on the Lord&#8217;s promised word.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<blockquote><p> &#8220;For <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/121.25?lang=eng#p25#25" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">there is a time appointed for every man</a>, according as his works shall be.&#8221; (Doctrine and Covenants 121:25)</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&#8220;<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/122.9?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p9" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Thy days are known, and thy years shall not be numbered less</a>; therefore, fear not what man can do, for God shall be with you forever and ever.&#8221; (Doctrine and Covenants 122:9)</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&#8220;And it shall come to pass that<a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/42.46?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p46" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer"> those that die in me shall not taste of death</a>, for it shall be sweet unto them.&#8221; (Doctrine and Covenants 42:46)</p></blockquote>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>My faith came to a head recently as our family faced the mortality of our dad as he fought for his life.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Testing Positive for COVID-19</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>My parents are Darrell and Darla Bushman. Our family&#8217;s COVID-19 story started when someone unknowingly becoming infected and unintentionally infected others. Sounds pretty typical, right?</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Little Brooke caught the virus from a SPED classmate who attended school on Friday. Before her family was notified of the exposure, our family had a Sunday night family dinner because nearly all of my parents&#8217; family was in Utah that weekend. We were only missing two sons-in-law working in other states and a granddaughter at college.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Mom sat by Brooke on the couch with grandmotherly care and attention. Brooke seemed extra tired and uninterested in her surroundings. When the gathering was over, Dannen lifted Brooke into the car, the Holy Ghost whispered to him that she was COVID-19 positive.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The next morning, Monday morning, the school called their family and confirmed her classmate had tested positive. Dannen and Claudia loaded up their whole family and went to get tested.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>On Tuesday, they learned that almost everyone in their family tested positive for COVID-19. They immediately messaged the extended family the results. Only Dannen really experienced symptoms. The rest were positive and asymptomatic aside from some tasteless/smell-less symptoms.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>On Wednesday, Mom began experiencing symptoms. Dad drove her to get tested that morning. On Thursday, her test results confirmed she has COVID-19.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>On Thursday, Dad began feeling symptoms. He didn&#8217;t see any need to get tested since the dominoes were falling that direction.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>On Friday evening, I began feeling symptoms. I&#8217;d planned to stay with Mom and Dad for just over two weeks sandwiched between a move from Hawaii to Texas. By this time, my husband had been in Texas for a month.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>A few other family members had cold or flu-like symptoms and got tested for coronavirus but no one else in our family gathering tested positive for COVID-19. The only two people in our entire family who I worried about being adversely affected by COVID-19 both tested positive. The grandchild who caught the virus from a classmate has underlying medical conditions. The other person I worried about was Dad. He was in the highest mortality underlying condition category — age, type 2 diabetes, etc.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Our cousins&#8217; uncle (who was in dad&#8217;s demographic) contracted the virus on a Saturday and was dead on Wednesday. Others we knew were sharing harrowing and fatal experiences with COVID-19. I began watching both parents with hypervigilance.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>A Blessing with Promise</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>General Conference began on Saturday on the first weekend of October. Mom, Dad, and I lounged in the living room with fuzzy blankets and liquids for two days watching conference.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Saturday night, I felt fear for the first time when Dad stood up to walk from his chair to the bed and lost all his muscle strength. Mom and I helped him to bed and then I texted my brothers Donovan and Daylen to see if they could give Dad a priesthood blessing. While I waited for them to come to the house, my mind ran the gamut of emotions and expectations.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>In the back of my mind, I expected COVID-19 to kill my dad. I knew Dad had lived a full and good life, a life made better and whole through the grace of Jesus Christ. I knew he&#8217;d lived longer than many beloved men in our family.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I knew that I believed the scriptures quoted above. I knew the Lord knows the details of our lives and when those lives are finished.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I realized that I&#8217;d asked my brothers to give Dad a blessing so I could hear the will of the Lord outside of my own chaotic emotions and desires.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>A few minutes before I expected them to arrive, I told Dad what I had done to make sure that was okay with him. He said he would like a priesthood blessing.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Despite the peril of walking into Coronaville, my brothers came. They were masked up, concerned, and ready to serve. They gave dad a powerful priesthood blessing which I felt prompted to record. The blessing promised that Dad could be completely healed and said that Dad had not finished his work on Earth.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I totally believed the words of that blessing and expected Dad to begin recovering. I played the blessing for Dad a couple of times during hard days to remind him of the Lord&#8217;s promises to him.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Navigating COVID-19 Symptoms</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48259" style="width: 310px" class="wp-caption alignleft"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48259" class="size-medium wp-image-48259" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/dad-in-bed-300x225.jpg" alt="COVID" width="300" height="225" /><p id="caption-attachment-48259" class="wp-caption-text">Dad lounging in bed</p></div>
<p>Our common symptom was fatigue. The virus seriously knocked us flat energy-wise. Then Mom began bouncing back. Dad didn&#8217;t. In all fairness, Mom is the healthiest person in our family and the person I least expected to have long-term impacts (though when I first heard she had the virus, my heart dropped because I knew this deadly virus had taken so many healthy lives).</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Dad began spending his days lying in bed trying to deal with severe COVID-19 symptoms. At one point he said he could feel where every bone in his body connected to another bone. We reasoned Dad was a day or so behind mom and he would back bounce more slowly. But eventually, we had to admit he wasn&#8217;t bouncing back at all. He was declining rapidly.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>My sister Destinee had coworkers who kept insisting we get an oximeter to test everyone&#8217;s oxygen saturation. I had one on my phone so checked our levels regularly. I honestly didn&#8217;t know how accurate it was but since our levels were in the high 90s, we felt that was fine.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Eight days into dad&#8217;s coronavirus experience, on Friday, Destinee messaged us asking if we&#8217;d gotten an oximeter yet. We hadn&#8217;t. When I tried to check dad&#8217;s levels on my phone, I really had to struggle to keep his finger over the sensor. When we finally got a reading, his oxygen saturation level had dropped below 90. Mom&#8217;s was 97. Mine was 96. Dad&#8217;s was 88.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Around that same time, Claudia messaged to see if we needed anything. I asked if she could buy an oximeter and bring it to us. She did.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We tested Dad. Testing on the oximeter was way easier than on my phone. By then he was at 84. Mom and I were basically the same as my phone&#8217;s reading; it was a relief to me to know I hadn&#8217;t been deceived.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>But Dad&#8230; Dad&#8217;s reading dropped again. The oximeter read &#8220;82.&#8221;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Mom and I talked as we looked at Dad on his bed. He&#8217;d been largely unresponsive. We knew we needed to take him to the emergency room.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>The Emergency Room</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I pulled the car sideways on the driveway for easier access. Mom got Dad into some comfy pajama bottoms. We tried to get slippers on his feet but finally gave up and told him to walk barefoot to the car. Then we spent the next 10 minutes on the usually 20-second journey from his bedroom to the driveway.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Dad kept becoming unresponsive as he walked. It was like he&#8217;d black out on his feet! He would take a couple of steps and then just become blank. I&#8217;d speak loudly and say, &#8220;OK, Dad, on three, we&#8217;re going to take a few more steps.&#8221; &#8220;OK, Dad, on three.&#8221; &#8220;OK, Dad, on three.&#8221;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>My own COVID-19 body imploded with exhaustion. Mom was straining, too. &#8220;OK, Dad, on three.&#8221; &#8220;Good job. Two more steps.&#8221; &#8220;OK, Dad, on three.&#8221;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>And then he crumpled into the passenger seat. Mom got him situated. I ran into the house to shut doors and turn off lights.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>And away we went to the hospital. We hadn&#8217;t taken a moment to text the family what was happening. Less than a minute into our drive, my nephew Austin called his grandma to see how she and Grandpa were doing. She unloaded the news on him. He told his parents and the messages sprang into action. That was such a tender mercy for us to have Austin&#8217;s call at that moment.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We quickly arrived at the hospital (it&#8217;s not far from my parents&#8217; home). We talked out a plan as we drove into the ER area. Mom jumped out immediately when I stopped. I unbuckled Dad and asked how he was. He made some wry comments. I told him I loved him.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Mom came out with a wheelchair. That surprised me. Where was the flurry of medical help? We got Dad into the wheelchair and mom wheeled him into the hospital to triage.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48257" style="width: 310px" class="wp-caption alignright"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48257" class="size-medium wp-image-48257" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/emergency-room-300x225.jpg" alt="waiting all alone at the Emergency Room" width="300" height="225" /><p id="caption-attachment-48257" class="wp-caption-text">Waiting all alone at the ER</p></div>
<p>I parked and then went into the empty hospital lobby waiting area. I could see through the doors to where Mom spoke to triage and Dad sat in the chair. He looked so stony. He didn&#8217;t move at all.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I didn&#8217;t know what to expect, but Mom went with Dad back to a room. I was surprised. I still sat all alone and picked up the messaging thread to update everyone.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I looked up to see a nurse striding quickly to me. She said I couldn&#8217;t stay. They would let Mom stay with Dad, but I couldn&#8217;t stay. I drove back home.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I sat on the couch and cried. In my mind, Dad going to the hospital was a death sentence. I listened to dad&#8217;s blessing again. It rejuvenated my faith. I got up and started cleaning Mom and Dad&#8217;s bathroom to keep my mind busy.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>A few hours after dropping Dad off at the ER, Mom called and said they were ready for pickup. At that point, doctors said his lungs had a little fluid but not COVID pneumonia. Dad came home with an oxygen tank, which was a new experience for the three of us. The nurse gave me a quick oxygen tank lesson as Dad got back in the car.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Dad was significantly improved! He walked by himself into the house. What a testament to oxygen&#8217;s impact on our bodies.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Trying to Manage COVID-19 Again from Home</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The nurse told mom to call the oxygen company, which she called immediately. The employees are on-call, especially late on Friday nights. Mom and Dad were both trashed and it was so late, so I told them to go to bed and I&#8217;d wake them up when the oxygen guy arrived. I fell asleep while waiting on the couch. I&#8217;m half-deaf, so I worry about hearing things if I fall asleep.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Luckily, I jerked awake at the sound of the doorbell and ran to open the door. It was the oxygen guy. He asked if any of us had been exposed to the coronavirus and I was, like, &#8220;Um, yeah, we all have it.&#8221; He said every call he&#8217;d done that day had been to homes with COVID-19.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I woke up Mom and Dad and we put masks on and oxygen man gave us serious lessons on oxygen. We filled out tons of paperwork. He was there for almost two hours! But when he left, Dad had an oxygen machine and really long tubes so he could move around the house without a tank.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The ER doctor&#8217;s orders said to have Dad on 2 liters per minute (lpm). So we did and were super proud of that. Then suddenly, I felt a prompting to check dad&#8217;s oxygen saturation level. It was 82 on 2 lpm! Yikes!</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Mom called the ER to see what we should do. They gave us better instructions about moving the oxygen amount as needed, up to 4 lpm. Dad&#8217;s saturation stabilized above 90 at 3.5 lpm and we all went to sleep.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48258" style="width: 310px" class="wp-caption alignleft"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48258" class="size-medium wp-image-48258" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/dad-waving-300x225.jpg" alt="dad's wave" width="300" height="225" /><p id="caption-attachment-48258" class="wp-caption-text">Dad&#8217;s signature wave</p></div>
<p>Dad spent Saturday in bed. My brother set him up with access to watch the BYU football game and Dad watched football on a laptop in bed. He seemed to be improving.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>He made a joke about living as long as the peach leaves stayed on the tree right outside his bedroom window, specifically one peach leaf. We said we&#8217;d paint a leaf on the window like in that sob story video &#8220;The Last Leaf.&#8221;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Dad is uber extroverted. Being stuck in any box for 10 days is excruciating for him. I messaged an invite for my siblings to come to say hi at his window. We bundled up the bed since it was a little chilly out and his kids and grandkids started visiting the window. Having eight kids means that even if visits are short, there are still a lot of them.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>My siblings kept their visits short and usually, there were some good time gaps between them. Dad remained horizontal and not expected to entertain or do anything at all except give his characteristic wave, which is to hold his arm up with his hand flopped over.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Watching the window parade, I realized that Dad going to the ER similarly impacted my siblings, too.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>The Emergency Room Part 2</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Dannen and Claudia&#8217;s family were the last to visit late in the afternoon. Dad got out of bed to use the bathroom. Bathroom breaks were generally quite exhausting. When he didn&#8217;t come out as soon as expected, I volunteered Dannen to go see if Dad needed help. He helped dad get back in bed.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We checked the oximeter and dad&#8217;s oxygen was in the low 80s again. We waited to see if being in bed would help him recover, but it didn&#8217;t. We upped the oxygen to 4. Dad&#8217;s lungs didn&#8217;t respond to that. I pushed it to the machine&#8217;s limit at 5 but it didn&#8217;t increase Dad&#8217;s saturation.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We knew we had to take him to the ER again. Dad didn&#8217;t argue when we told him that news. Claudia loaded up their kids. Dannen helped me and Mom load up dad in the car. He rode with us to the hospital while Claudia closed up the house.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Again Mom ran into the hospital. This time a wheelchair came much more quickly. We got Dad and his oxygen tank out and Mom whisked him away to triage. I told Dad I loved him before he got out of the car.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>When I parked the car, I realized I had forgotten to put shoes on. I knew the hospital staff wouldn&#8217;t let me in the hospital anyway, so stood barefoot peering through a window with Dannen. Claudia and her kids arrived. She messaged the family about what was happening.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Suddenly Mom came out and said they wouldn&#8217;t let her stay with Dad. What? We couldn&#8217;t believe it. Dannen went in to see if he could persuade them. Apparently letting Mom stay before was against policy and the Sunday night staff were in no mood to break policy.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We were totally blindsided as we suddenly realized we&#8217;d just dropped Dad off completely alone. We freaked out. We couldn&#8217;t drive away. We just stood at the ER door in disbelief. Cutting Dad off from people/his family/<em>especially</em> mom is torture.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Finally, probably since there were kiddos waiting patiently in a vehicle, we knew there wasn&#8217;t anything left to do. We went home.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>The Transfer to the Veterans Hospital and COVID-19 Pneumonia</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48254" style="width: 297px" class="wp-caption alignright"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48254" class="size-medium wp-image-48254" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/dad-and-ambulance-287x300.jpg" alt="COVID ER ambulance" width="287" height="300" /><p id="caption-attachment-48254" class="wp-caption-text">Dad being loaded into the ambulance</p></div>
<p>After an hour or so, the ER called Mom saying that Dad was being transferred to the Veterans Hospital in Salt Lake City by ambulance. That&#8217;s about an hour drive. Mom and I drove back to the hospital to give Dad their shared cell phone so Dad would have access to call. A nurse met mom to get the phone.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>While driving out of the parking lot, we saw an ambulance driving in and knew it was for Dad, so I flipped a U-turn and parked where we could see the ambulance entrance. It felt like forever but suddenly the ambulance drivers emerged suited up for COVID-19. What a sight to see! Then they wheeled Dad out on a gurney and put him in the ambulance, and then they calmly drove away with our dad.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>With no other recourse available, I posted my first social media post asking for prayers for Dad.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Since Dad now had Mom&#8217;s cell phone in Salt Lake City, my phone became the connection source to Dad and the hospital. My phone rang at 1:30 a.m. that first night with the first nurse check-in. I ran upstairs and woke up Mom so she could talk to the nurse. The VA hospital admitted Dad to a regular room, but because he had COVID-19 no one would be able to visit him. We were grateful for the check-in.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The Veterans Hospital staff were amazing at keeping us informed and answering questions. We appreciated all of their collective help at helping us understand the hopes and reality of Dad&#8217;s situation.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Dad&#8217;s Visitor Before ICU</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>On Monday morning, Dad told us he had a dream where his dad came to him. Dad said seeing his father was really comforting. Mom and I cried because we felt like that was a direct answer to our prayers that Dad wouldn&#8217;t feel or be alone. We also didn&#8217;t know if that was just a comforting moment or an omen that Grandpa was coming <em>for</em> Dad.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>On Tuesday, a doctor called to tell us Dad was being moved to ICU because he did have COVID-19 pneumonia that was destabilizing his lungs. What a blow. We couldn&#8217;t believe it. ICU.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I think most of us thought ICU was a death sentence for Dad… But he didn&#8217;t die.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Our faith, hope, and prayers for Dad&#8217;s complete recovery continued despite the fact that we didn&#8217;t know what Dad needed to do to complete his work on the earth. We didn&#8217;t have any indication if his work would take a few days or years to complete.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The next day, a doctor called to let us know of Dad&#8217;s continual decline and his potential need to be on a ventilator. He talked to mom about medical power of attorney. He said Dad&#8217;s will was to be resuscitated as necessary and to fight for his life. We readily agreed with that.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Ventilator. The ventilator represented my deepest fear for Dad.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>A Divine Hand During the Most Desperate Decline</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>That was the night I completely surrendered my will to God. I&#8217;d clung to the blessing promising complete healing, but I knew I had to let it go and place all my faith in the hands of God, regardless of what resulted. <em>All</em>.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Hundreds of friends and family were praying for Dad. I felt the power of their prayers sustaining us. It was so tangible. Mom and I were still kind of fragile ourselves and I felt strengthened from the sheer volume of support. What a blessed miracle!</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I knelt in prayer thanking Heavenly Father for the prayers and positive vibes for Dad. I told Him the same thing I had prayed before — I knew Dad had lived a full and good life, a life made better and whole through the grace of Jesus Christ. I knew he&#8217;d lived longer than many beloved men in our family. I knew that I believed the scriptures quoted above. I knew the Lord knew the details of our lives and when those lives are finished. And I offered the clinging, afraid of loss, clutching-at-air part of myself to Him.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>At that moment, He gave me a gift. In a very tangible way, I saw something in my mind&#8217;s eye that absolutely concreted my assurance in Dad&#8217;s recovery. I knew that with the Lord&#8217;s help, Dad would recover. I texted my family in the middle of the night of my experience.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>The next day, Dad&#8217;s first day on the ventilator, the nurse exuberantly told mom, &#8220;He&#8217;s sitting up in his chair!&#8221; Through the nurse, Dad communicated to mom with the nurse asking questions and Dad communicating through shrugs and eye gestures. Then the nurse put the phone next to Dad, who couldn&#8217;t talk, but just listened, and Mom talked into space for an hour.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We rejoiced! That defied all of the odds. And Dad continued to improve — some days more than others — until on October 27th, a doctor asked mom when she could be in Salt Lake City to pick up Dad from the Veterans Hospital! She said she would leave right that minute. The doctor chuckled and said to give them an hour or so and they planned a time.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Picking Up Dad from the VA Hospital</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48255" style="width: 310px" class="wp-caption alignleft"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48255" class="size-medium wp-image-48255" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/discharging-dad-300x169.jpg" alt="Dad discharged after fighting COVID pneumonia" width="300" height="169" /><p id="caption-attachment-48255" class="wp-caption-text">Dad being discharged from the VA Hospital</p></div>
<p>Mom drove us to the VA hospital in record time. Destinee came over from her lab a few blocks away. We three waited for Dad together.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We saw some nurses wheeling someone in a wheelchair. Was that Dad? No, it couldn&#8217;t be. The man was so frail and hunched. Our dad filled the room when he entered it.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>But it was Dad! We rushed to him. His eyes followed us but he didn&#8217;t physically react at all. One nurse gave mom and Destinee loads of instructions while the other nurse helped me load all of Dad&#8217;s new gear in the car.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Then we moved Dad from the wheelchair into the car and got the oxygen tank reconnected in the back seat. The nurse spoke to Dad in Spanish. Apparently, he&#8217;d served a mission in Chile too. Of course, Dad loved that.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We buckled Dad in, said goodbye to Destinee, and Mom drove off with her BFF at her side, so happy and glowing to have him back. Dad&#8217;s vitality increased as the realization that he was actually going home became more and more of a reality.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Recovering From COVID-19</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_48256" style="width: 246px" class="wp-caption alignright"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-48256" class="size-medium wp-image-48256" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/Dad-walking-with-oxygen-tank-236x300.jpg" alt="COVID oxygen tank man walking" width="236" height="300" srcset="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/Dad-walking-with-oxygen-tank-236x300.jpg 236w, https://ldsblogs.com/files/2020/11/Dad-walking-with-oxygen-tank.jpg 409w" sizes="auto, (max-width: 236px) 100vw, 236px" /><p id="caption-attachment-48256" class="wp-caption-text">Dad&#8217;s recovery plan</p></div>
<p>Dad promised Mom he would recover and he&#8217;s challenged himself to overcome the obstacles he still faces. He&#8217;s working hard to make that happen. And it is happening, step by step and day by day.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>There are several things we attribute to Dad&#8217;s steady progress.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<ul>
<li>It was God&#8217;s will that Dad lives and finish his work on the earth.</li>
<li>A multitude of prayers petitioned God for recovery and enabled divine assistance to prevail.</li>
<li>Dad&#8217;s ward fasted and prayed for his recovery. That act of love brings Dad to tears every time he speaks of it.</li>
<li>Dad&#8217;s siblings/in-laws sent encouraging and heartfelt messages. Mom and I read them all to Dad to help him not feel alone. They buoyed his soul during the especially trying times.</li>
<li>Dad talked or listened to Mom every day. He needed that connection to her.</li>
<li>Knowing that he was so loved and prayed for gave Dad the desire and strength to fight for survival. We are all so grateful for the outpouring of love, faith, and prayers.</li>
</ul>
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<h3>&#8220;To Give You An Expected End&#8221;</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>During this same time frame, many friends and loved ones said goodbye to people they most love. Every day I deeply felt the juxtaposition of Dad&#8217;s life and other loved ones&#8217; deaths.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div id="attachment_30337" style="width: 310px" class="wp-caption alignleft"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-30337" class="size-medium wp-image-30337" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2015/09/applying-gospel-principles-badge-300x218.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="218" /><p id="caption-attachment-30337" class="wp-caption-text">To read more of Delisa&#8217;s articles, click <a href="https://ldsblogs.com/category/delisa-hargrove/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">here</a>.</p></div>
<p>The Lord&#8217;s words to Jeremiah encapsulated what I learned from the Spirit as I floundered between joy and grief during those days&#8230; and still.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, <a href="https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/ot/jer/29.11?lang=eng&amp;clang=eng#p11" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">to give you an expected end</a>.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>For He does know us and part of His eternal plan for our salvation includes mortality, a mortality of varying times and seasons. Our days are known and numbered to Him and when it&#8217;s our appointed time, He brings us home — home to Him. Home to the arms of His love and to the peace of His glory. <em>Home</em>.</p>
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		<title>About Death — Brigham Young on &#8220;Where Am I Going?&#8221;</title>
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					<description><![CDATA[Over the last two months, death jumped to the forefront of my mind. An incredible amount of friends&#8217; loved ones or family pets have passed away. I&#8217;ve never felt more aware of our collective mortality with its associated death, sorrow, grief, and hope as I have during these last few months of 2020. &#160; I [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Over the last two months, death jumped to the forefront of my mind. An incredible amount of friends&#8217; loved ones or family pets have passed away. I&#8217;ve never felt more aware of our collective mortality with its associated death, sorrow, grief, and hope as I have during these last few months of 2020.</p>
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<p>I heard a quote from the following discourse by Brigham Young in a talk I recently listened to and felt compelled to find and read the rest of the discourse.  Brigham Young&#8217;s directness on death and the Spirit World provided a new perspective for me and I hope that you will find value in these words, too.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<h3>Brigham Young Speaks About Death</h3>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<div class="css-0 ef2con123">(From a discourse by <a href="https://jod.mrm.org/17/139" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">President Brigham Young, delivered at the Funeral Services of Elder Thomas Williams</a>, in the Fourteenth Ward Assembly Rooms, Salt Lake City, Sunday Morning, July 19, 1874. Reported by David W. Evans.)</div>
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<div id="attachment_7829" style="width: 233px" class="wp-caption alignleft"><img loading="lazy" decoding="async" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-7829" class="size-medium wp-image-7829" src="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2007/12/brigham-young-mormon-223x300.jpg" alt="Brigham Young Mormon" width="223" height="300" srcset="https://ldsblogs.com/files/2007/12/brigham-young-mormon-223x300.jpg 223w, https://ldsblogs.com/files/2007/12/brigham-young-mormon.jpg 597w" sizes="auto, (max-width: 223px) 100vw, 223px" /><p id="caption-attachment-7829" class="wp-caption-text">The second prophet of the restored Church, <a href="https://thirdhour.org/blog/faith/lds-history/brigham-young-wasnt-who-everyone-thinks-he-was-either/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Brigham Young</a></p></div>
<p><em>How frequently the question arises in the minds of the people—“I wish I knew where I was going!” Can you find out? Well, you will go into the spirit world, where brother Thomas now is. He has now entered upon a higher state of being, that is, his spirit has, than when in this body. “Why cannot I see him? Why cannot I converse with his spirit? I wish I could see my husband or my father and converse with him!” It is not reasonable that you should, it is not right that you should; perhaps you would miss the very object of your pursuit if you had this privilege, and there would not be the same trial of faith to exercise you, not so severe a path of affliction for you to walk in, not so great a battle to fight, nor so great a victory to win, and you would miss the very object you are in pursuit of. It is right just as it is, that this veil should be closed down; that we do not see God, that we do not see angels, that we do not converse with them except through strict obedience to his requirements, and faith in Jesus Christ. When we contemplate the condition of man here upon the earth, and understand that we are brought forth for the express purpose of preparing ourselves through our faithfulness to inherit eternal life, we ask ourselves where we are going, what will be our condition, what will be the nature of our pursuits in a state of being in which we shall possess more vigor and a higher degree of intelligence than we possess here? Shall we have labor? Shall we have enjoyment in our labor? Shall we have any object of pursuit, or shall we sit and sing ourselves away to everlasting bliss? These are questions that arise in the minds of people, and they many times feel anxious to know something about hereafter. What a dark valley and a shadow it is that we call death! To pass from this state of existence as far as the mortal body is concerned, into a state of inanition, how strange it is! How dark this valley is! How mysterious is this road, and we have got to travel it alone. I would like to say to you, my friends and brethren, if we could see things as they are, and as we shall see and understand them, this dark shadow and valley is so trifling that we shall turn round and look upon it and think, when we have crossed it, why this is the greatest advantage of my whole existence, for I have passed from a state of sorrow, grief, mourning, woe, misery, pain, anguish and disappointment into a state of existence, where I can enjoy life to the fullest extent as far as that can be done without a body. My spirit is set free, I thirst no more, I want to sleep no more, I hunger no more, I tire no more, I run, I walk, I labor, I go, I come, I do this, I do that, whatever is required of me, nothing like pain or weariness, I am full of life, full of vigor, and I enjoy the presence of my heavenly Father, by the power of his Spirit. I want to say to my friends, if you will live your religion, live so as to be full of the faith of God, that the light of eternity will shine upon you, you can see and understand these things for yourselves, that when you close your eyes upon mortality you wake up right in the presence of the Father and the Son if they are disposed to withdraw the veil, they can do as they please with regard to this; but you are in the spirit world and in a state of bliss and happiness, though we may call it Hades or hell. It is the world of spirits, it is where Jesus went, and where all go, both good and bad. The spirits of the living that depart this life go into the world of spirits, and if the Lord withdraws the veil it is much easier for us then to behold the face of our Father who is in heaven than when we are clothed upon with this mortality. I have not time at present to follow these reflections further.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>Then we should be encouraged, we should strengthen our faith by our hope, we should seek unto the Lord until our hope is made perfect, that we may have power to bear like Saints all the afflictions we meet with here on the earth. If we do this, when we have crossed the dark valley of the shadow of death it will be so easy to turn round and behold the path that we have walked, wherein we have had the privilege, the same as the Gods, of learning the difference between good and evil.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>You recollect that it was said in ancient days, to her that we call Mother, “Your eyes will be opened if you will eat of this fruit, and you will know as the Gods know, good from evil.” This probation is given us that we may learn this lesson, and if we are faithful in it we shall learn how to succor those who are tempted and tried as we are, when we have the power to rescue them from the ravages of the enemy.</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>This earth is our home, it was framed expressly for the habitation of those who are faithful to God, and who prove themselves worthy to inherit the earth when the Lord shall have sanctified, purified and glorified it and brought it back into his presence, from which it fell far into space. Ask the astronomer how far we are from the nearest of those heavenly bodies that are called the fixed stars. Can he count the miles? It would be a task for him to tell us the distance. When the earth was framed and brought into existence and man was placed upon it, it was near the throne of our Father in heaven. And when man fell—though that was designed in the economy, there was nothing about it mysterious or unknown to the Gods, they understood it all, it was all planned—but when man fell, the earth fell into space, and took up its abode in this planetary system, and the sun became our light. When the Lord said—“Let there be light,” there was light, for the earth was brought near the sun that it might reflect upon it so as to give us light by day, and the moon to give us light by night. This is the glory the earth came from, and when it is glorified it will return again unto the presence of the Father, and it will dwell there, and these intelligent beings that I am looking at, if they live worthy of it, will dwell upon this earth.</em></p>
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<p><em>As for their labor and pursuits in eternity I have not time to talk upon that subject; but we shall have plenty to do. We shall not be idle. We shall go on from one step to another, reaching forth into the eternities until we become like the Gods, and shall be able to frame for ourselves, by the behest and command of the Almighty. All those who are counted worthy to be exalted and to become Gods, even the sons of God, will go forth and have earths and worlds like those who framed this and millions on millions of others. This is our home, built expressly for us by the Father of our spirits, who is the Father, maker, framer and producer of these mortal bodies that we now inherit, and which go back to mother earth. When the spirit leaves them they are lifeless; and when the mother feels life come to her infant it is the spirit entering the body preparatory to the mortal existence. But suppose an accident occurs and the spirit has to leave this body prematurely, what then? All that the physician says is—“it is a still birth,” and that is all they know about it; but whether the spirit remains in the body a minute, an hour, a day, a year, or lives there until the body has reached a good old age, it is certain that the time will come when they will be separated, and the body will return to mother earth, there to sleep upon that mother&#8217;s bosom. That is all there is about death.</em></p>
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<p><em>Brother Thomas Williams is no more dead than he was a week ago. His clay is simply dead; and inasmuch as he honored this tabernacle that lies before us, it will take a sleep in the dust, to come forth immortal in the day of the first resurrection.</em></p>
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<p><em>This will be the case with us all; if we honor our being here. This is our path, and our great object should be to honor our calling here. We have bodies which, in infancy, childhood and youth, are just as pure as the angels, and if we honor these bodies, and preserve them in chastity, purity and holiness, they are just as good as the bodies of those that dwell in endless life, and they will be prepared to come forth in the glorious resurrection, and be crowned with glory, immortality and eternal lives. This is the privilege of all, and the work that the Savior has undertaken is to save all that will come unto him; none will be eternally lost except the sons of perdition; and the great work that God has brought forth in the latter days in restoring the Priesthood is for the living and for the dead, to bring them up that they may enjoy a glorious resurrection.</em></p>
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<p><em>Brother Thomas has honored his body here, and he now goes into his glory, that is, as far as he can in the spirit world. He goes where he can do more good. He has gone where he can preach to those who have lived and died on the earth without the Gospel, that they may have the privilege of receiving and obeying it, that they may be judged according to men in the flesh, and have the privilege of a glorious resurrection.</em></p>
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<p><em>This is the work of the Latter-day Saints, and if we are hated for anything, it is for trying to save the people; if we are persecuted it is for trying to do good to those who are living and those who are dead. I say, then, to the Saints, pursue your course, live your religion and be ready at a moment&#8217;s warning. Brother Thomas Williams, while he sat at table eating his dinner, had not the privilege of speaking a word. A blood vessel broke, and his mouth and throat were instantly filled with blood to that degree that he could not speak a word. He tried to swallow a little salt and water, and probably he got a little down, but I doubt it very much. The blood gushed most probably from both stomach and lungs. The vessels were ripe and prepared to break, and the blood within him gushed out so copiously that he never spoke another word. How could he repent of his sins if he had not been prepared? What kind of a confession could he have made if he had wished to? None at all. He could not ask a Priest to pray for him if he had wanted to do so; no, he was prepared to go; he never spoke a word, but committed his soul to God without a moment&#8217;s warning. I try to so live that my work is always done; I have done everything that can be done up to the moment, just as he did it. I wish our business men would take pattern by him who lies before us. He was our paymaster in the Parent Branch of Z.C.M.I., and attended to this Branch of the financial business of the Institution, and there was not an order that was to be paid or filed, but what he had written a description of it and pinned it on to that order before he went to his dinner. In all his business there was not one scratch of the pen wanted to be done by other clerks, but every iota was done just as much as though he had known that he was going to breathe his last in twenty minutes.</em></p>
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<p><em>Saints, I wish you would take pattern by this man, and live your lives as he lived his life. I pray you in Christ&#8217;s stead live your religion. If you want to know whether I live mine judge by my works, judge from my daily walk and conversation. You have the right to judge, but you be sure and live so that you will know whether I do or not. I live so that I know whether you do or not, exactly. Latter-day Saints live your religion and honor your God.</em></p>
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<p><em>I say to this family, the wives and children of brother Williams, God bless you and comfort your hearts; and I say, will you please live your religion so that you may be prepared to meet him? If you do not live so as to honor your Priesthood, you will come short of meeting him in the resurrection, I assure you. Now live your religion. God is not to be mocked, the laws of God are to be honored, and all of his ordinances and requirements are to be filled and fulfilled. He requires strict obedience of his children, and if we are not obedient we shall come short of that glory that we anticipate now.</em></p>
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