If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.                 ~James 1:5


Last week, my family and I travelled to Palmyra, New York. We visited numerous LDS history sites, even walking the winding path clear to the top of Hill Cumorah! As mother to my tribe, I had planned ahead for our visit to the Sacred Grove by packing our journals so everyone could quietly write down their thoughts while in such a sacred place. It took a little maneuvering and making sure that my youngest two were separated while they wrote to help everyone feel the Spirit.


For myself, I went hoping for a modicum of peace, maybe even an acknowledgment from God that He knew my struggles these last few months. My experience was nothing like I expected.


I expected to feel peace. The peace felt in the Sacred Grove is deep and vast—like an ocean of peace that you simply cannot find the bottom or end of.


I have walked in temples and felt a measure of God’s majesty, but those experiences were nothing like the vast, almost overwhelming, feeling I felt that evening in the Sacred Grove.


“Be still and know that I am God” seemed to reverberate through my soul as I sat. I felt surrounded by Him on every side, in every atom around me and in the vast reaches of space—it is really hard to put this feeling into words—God is everywhere.


I’ve been struggling to feel known of God, not because of Him, but because I have forgotten Who He Is. He is the Lord God, Creator of All Things. For too long, I’ve been struggling against myself—needing to get out of my own way—so that I could see God in everything around me.


This experience has caused me to be more humble as I approach God in my prayers and scripture study. Instead of looking for validation, I am seeking to understand His will for me.


I am praying to know what He would have me do. I am asking for His wisdom to help me sift through all of the demanding pulls to know where my priorities need to be and where my mental focus needs to be.


Joseph Smith First VisionJoseph Smith felt overwhelmed by all of the competing religions and pondered for a long time which church to join. What questions are you struggling with? What are you feeling pulled in different directions about?


Joseph Smith History 1


10 In the midst of this war of words and tumult of opinions, I often said to myself: What is to be done? Who of all these parties are right; or, are they all wrong together? If any one of them be right, which is it, and how shall I know it?


11 While I was laboring under the extreme difficulties caused by the contests of these parties of religionists, I was one day reading the Epistle of James, first chapter and fifth verse, which reads: If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.


12 Never did any passage of scripture come with more power to the heart of man than this did at this time to mine. It seemed to enter with great force into every feeling of my heart. I reflected on it again and again, knowing that if any person needed wisdom from God, I did; for how to act I did not know, and unless I could get more wisdom than I then had, I would never know;


I have to laugh aloud in commiserating validation when I read the final words of this passage, “unless I could get more wisdom than I then had, I would never know”. Who has not felt like they were simply ill-equipped to face whatever life was handing them? All of us definitely need more wisdom to help guide us through life’s twists and turns.


I have dozens of competing demands on my time lately, yet I have still felt unknown by God. Again, not because He had forgotten me, but I had forgotten HIM. I had forgotten the vastness of His power. I forgot to ask the right questions of God. Joseph Smith pondered for a long time before he had his moment in the Sacred Grove. He attended lots of different churches seeking the answer to his quest for truth.


If I am living righteously (not perfectly, but perfectly striving), then I have the Lord’s promise that He will lead me. As a God of truth, He cannot lie. So that must mean that I am, right now, exactly where He needs me to be!


So, instead of constantly ramming my head into the wall of “Do you know me?” I have begun to ask the better question, “What would you have of me?” and the answers are coming!


To read more of Emlee Taylor’s Missionary Mom moments, click here.

We all have questions and struggles that we could use more wisdom in helping us handle. Let us turn to the Lord. Let us better follow the Prophet Joseph Smith’s example!


My missionary is asking those he teaches to ask God if the gospel is true—yet there are so many more questions we need to also be asking of our Heavenly Father!


So let us ask our questions, with unwavering faith that God hears our prayers and, as we live righteously, IS answering our questions!

About Emlee Taylor
Growing up all over the world gave Emlee Taylor an opportunity to see the incredible differences the Lord created in humanity; and even better, the passions we all share as members of the human race: love for family, faith, & a desire to make a difference. Emlee lives life with passion—focusing her time now on raising four children and teaching them to recognize truth and to live true to that truth, regardless of others’ expectations. Emlee is passionately in love with her bestest friend and husband of more than 20 years. 

Copyright © 2024 LDS Blogs. All Rights Reserved.
This website is not owned by or affiliated with The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (sometimes called the Mormon or LDS Church). The views expressed herein do not necessarily represent the position of the Church. The views expressed by individual users are the responsibility of those users and do not necessarily represent the position of the Church. For the official Church websites, please visit churchofjesuschrist.org or comeuntochrist.org.